Fear

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What is this feeling—
the one in my gut?
I haven't felt it before.

It feels like—like a stone has made
my tummy its resting place
with no regard
to how my psyche would react.

I think I know what it is now
that I think about it,
and what was going on
the last time I felt it.
It's fear.

It's the kind of fear
hat smothers
and hinders logical thought
and processes.
The only thing to rely on is instinct.

Instinct—a biological function
I have no control over.
Epinephrine secretes from my adrenal glands
Speeding up my heart rate and freezing my internal organs.

Yes...
This is fear I feel
as I scan my surroundings—
heart racing.
Waiting.


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