will you ever be mine

why

Taeghyung POV

I watched her figure disapper into the hallway I have never felt this feeling the feeling of someone being worried for me and caring for me it felt strange it was something new I just don't know how to express it
I hate to admit it but I also need someone to care for me someone to look after me I also want to be loved
I quickly wiped my tears  as I felt someone entering the room

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I quickly grabbed a bowl I filled it with ice and water and took a towel as I was entering the room i noticed taeghyung quickly wiping his face was he crying I asked myself
Although I wanted to ask him what was wrong but I decided not to I sat beside him

Y/n : lay down

He did as i said i covered him with blanket I dippen the towel in the cold water and then I put the towel in his forehead again dipping the towel in the water and tapping lightly in his face and neck hands after sometime I checked his temperature again and it has decreased a little he still had fever i put the bowl and towel in the table I was about to
stand up but suddenly he grabbed my hand

Y/n : what happened taeghyung do you need something
Taeghyung : why are you taking care of me

I was taken back by his question to be honest I wasn't sure myself why was I worried for him I questioned myself looking into his eyes I felt lost lost in the question why why was I worried why I felt the need to care for him why was I worried seeing him like this why does it bother me this question were running through my head

Y/n : to be honest i-i don't know t-to I just want to take care of you i-i don't k-know why
Taeghyung : you don't need to take care of me i am used to suffer alone you don't need to be worried about me i am nothing anyways I am just a bodyguard

Listening to his words why was I feeling that it is wrong I mean it's true that he is just a bodyguard but why doesn't it feel right i caressed his hair

Taeghyung pov

I was taken back by her action but it felt good as i stared into her eyes I felt the feeling which i have been searching for whole my life her eyes showed the feeling of love worried looking into her eyes I can feel she was worried her eyes were filled with emotions true one not the ones I have seen over the years

Y/n : you are not just my bodyguard you you are my friend too and friends take care of each other now you should sleep and take rest I will be beside you if you need anything just call me and don't worry I will not tell anyone

She said while caressing my cheeks I felt like crying her words were filled with love care not emptiness it made me feel loved someone cares for me it made me feel everything I longed for i closed my eyes in her warmth I didn't know when I slipped in the dream world

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I caressed his cheek as I watched him falling asleep he looked cute i didn't even notice I was smiling I kind of felt bad I don't know why but I felt that behind those empty eyes and cold nature boy was the boy who was never loved or cared I just signed and sat on my chair opening the notebook and began writing

It was almost two  hour it was dark outside
taeghyung was still sleeping he looked like a 5 year old I went towards him and touched his forehead he no longer had fever I heard a knock on the door

Y/n : yes
Worker : your highness it's time for dinner
Y/n : I am coming

I looked towards taeghyung lightly shaking him
Y/n : taeghyung wake up it's time for dinner

He slowly opened his eyes he sat down rubbing his eyes he looked so cute

Y/n : it's time for dinner comeon let's go
Taeghyung : ya let's go
He walked out the door and i folled behind him he went towards the another hall where the others have their dinner i walked towards the dinning room

Y/n : good evening
Queen : good evening y/n sit down and have your dinner

There was silence everyone just silently ate their dinner suddenly king spoke breaking the silence

King : I have an announcement to make
Y/n : what is it
King : the guest are arriving tomorrow

You had almost forgot about the unknown person coming

Y/n : can I please know who they are
King : no y/n you have to wait until tomorrow it's an superise

You didn't wanted to wait till tomorrow but you have to anyways after finishing the dinner you entered your bedroom others were still having there dinner you were tired so you just went to bed and in nov time you were asleep soundly