will you ever be mine

I am there

Taeghyung  : I don't have appetite

You just stared at him

Y/n : taeghyung even if you are not hungry you have to eat it come on finish its my order

Taeghyung : y/n I don't want to eat
Y/n : it's my order finish it or else you will be fired for not obeying what I said
Taeghyung : w-what d-did you s-say

Y/n : if you dont obey my order
I will make sure you are never seen here again

You panicked as you saw his teary eyes he looked down you can here faint sobs as much as you wanted to comfort him for his own good you decided to not to

Y/n : taeghyung complete it

I watched as he slowly picked the apple taking a small bite he was still crying as I can see tear drops falling on the apple I  badly wanted to say that it's all just for saying and I will never do something like this but I couldn't I watched as he took small bites he finished half of the apple I couldn't help but think was he still crying it's been 20 minutes or something since I said that sentence and i feel horrible

I took the half eaten apple from his hand he looked shocked but didn't looked up his gaze was still fixed on his bed I shifted beside him facing him i slowly touched his chin lifting his head up he was still crying tears were still fresh I wiped his tears he just stared at me the more I wiped his tears it always kept replacing with new ones I felt guilty

Taeghyung pov

I  felt like crying I can't imagine my sister going through the same thing neglation i didn't wanted to make her feel Abandoned I can't imagine seeing my sister crying it was hurting me just imagining it made my heart ache i didn't know when I started to cry as she spoke again I picked up the apple and started eating in small bites my stomach was still hurting i had only eaten half of it when y/n took  the half eaten apple from my hands and came close to me I felt her slowly and hesitantly touching my chin lifting my head up

I felt her cold hands touching my warm skin
Wiping my tears which are quickly replaced by new ones I wanted to hug her tight and cry my eyes out my heart felt heavy physical and mental pain was eating me up

all the pain caused by my parents and the pressure of raising my sister i lover her don't gete wrong but  it  was all too much for me to handle alone all I wanted to do was to make my parents proud which was never the case no matter what I did I just wanted to let all my pain out but I have to handle myself

I was just about to tell her that I am fine and-  when suddenly I felt two hands rap around me one patting my back and other caressing my head i closed my eyes in her embrace I have never felt so loved before it ot was just indescribable my eyes started watering again and I let it all out hugging the figure tightly after sometime she looked at me

Y/n : taeghyung are you ok

She spoke more like a whisper caressing my head i wanted to say yes but my body had other plans

Taeghyung : no I am not
Y/n : I am sorry taeghyung if it's all because of me
Taeghyung : n-

Y/n : it's ok to cry sometimes we need to let everything out sometimes it's alright to break down because you have been strong for too long it's ok taeghyung cry as much as you want i won't say anything to anyone  it's all fine it's all ok I am by your side whenever you need someone you can count on me i will always be there for you I will never leave yourside whenever you need me it's ok

She said it all in a whisper in my ears all her words felt unreal imaginary it can't be real can it be real no I don't think so it was hard for me to believe I just stared at her

Taeghyung : never
Y/n : I will never leave your side

I closed my eyes and laid my head on her soldiers

End of pov

I felt broken hurt guilty as i looked at the fragile figure infront of me i caressed his back as he fall asleep his tears had wet my dress but I couldn't care less I wanted to be there for him I don't know what is the matter but I just want to keep him safe maybe it's the other way around but still

I just sat there patting his back when I made sure that he is asleep i gently laid him down and put cover over him he looked cute and fragile at the same time I just wanted to hug him tight I just sat there looking at him after sometime I noticed the time it was almost time for my lesson I went towards the class it felt weird that no one was there to follow me

After the class

I wanted to check up on taeghyung as I was making my way towards their room someone grabbed my hand  moving me towards them I was about to scream until I noticed the figure I smiled at the figure

?? : y/n how are you
Y/n : am fine oppa what about you how were you all these years
?? : I am fine y/n don't worry about me my soon to be queen

I chuckled hearing his words we talked for a while about all the years and our childhood I was overjoyed to meet him again the feeling was indescribable I wanted to stay with him and talk to him forever but suddenly i rememberd about taeghyung

Y/n : oppa I have to go I will see you later
?? : where are you going y/n i thought we could go outside to have a little fun
Y/n : oppa later I have a work to do

After waving him i made my way upstairs towards their room I was about to push open the door but I stopped I decided to look through the crack in the door as i picked in I saw taeghyung was awake he was sitting in his bed holding his stomach his head buried in his knees i felt worried i quickly pushed open the door

Y/n : taeghyung what happened
Taeghyung : n-nothing
Y/n : taeghyung you can tell me

He slowing moved his gaze towards me i caressed his cheeks and gave a small smile

Taeghyung : y/n my s-stomach hurts

Upon hearing his words i stood up and picked up the bottle and medicine which I have brought earlier and handed them to him

Y/n : taeghyung take this

He hesitantly took the medicine and bottle from my hand and gulped it down and handed it back to me

Y/n : lay down

He slowly laid down and I sat near his pillow massaging his head about 10 min later he suddenly spoke up

Taeghyung : y/n I need to go I have so much work to do
Y/n : you have none others took care of it
Taeghyung : really
Y/n : believe me....  Lay down i will be back

I left their room and made my way towards kings room

Y/n : may I come in
King : come in

I slowly pushed open the door and made my way towards the window standing infront of king who was sitting on his chair completing his work

King : y/n what are you doing here do you need something
Y/n : appa can I ask something please
King : yes y/n anything for my girl
Y/n : appa can taeghyung have break for somedays
King : why dear
Y/n : appa he is sick he has a bad fever and an stomach ache
King : ummn I guess it's ok dear
Y/n : thankyou appa
King : I just want you to be happy dear

As i excited the room I met jungkook he was talking with oppa

Y/n : what are you guys talking about