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Good morning, lifeline! I said and smiled at him. I've cooked breakfast already. It's the start of 4th sem! I smiled again. "Morning, if you don't have anything to say, leave." He said. Oh-okay. I said and left the room. We ate breakfast and it was AWKWARD. This is what it feels to stay in a loveless relationship. I wanna cry so badly, but im trying to not cry infront of him. "Is there something wrong?" He asked. No, im fine. Just don't mind me. I'll go to my room now. I said as I rushed to go to my room. There, I cried, as loud as I can. The pain. I cried for almost 30 minutes. I hope he didn't hear anything. I sighed and get ready for going to the school. Let's see each other later. I said with a bit of cold tone and walked from the door. Then he suddenly grab my hand and hugged me. Carrased my hair and said. Let's stop this deal, Atasha. I don't want you to get hurt anymore. You're hurting yourself. Please. He said and tears started to form again in my eyes.

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You've hurted me already when you said you want to break up with me. I said as I started at his eyes. So, staying in this loveless relationship until graduation is easy for me. I added. Atasha, I- he said but I stopped him.

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I'm fine with this. I promise i'll let you go after graduation. Bare with me please? My lifeline. I said as  try to wipe my tears. Tell the person who you love now that let me have you till graduation. Please... Help me to let you go. I cried and kneeled on the floor. Never in my life, I have kneeled and cried like this. Only you, KJ.
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He hugged me tightly and I hugged him back as well. To the person who he loves now, please take care of him. Love him endlessly. I am a law student who should never give up and should always win, how funny in a game of love, It seems like I'm loosing.

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The hug was my everything. The hug and time that I was longing for. He gave it to me. It felt like I went back to my real home. It felt like the KJ that I'm with right now is the KJ who was my best friend, my I lover, and my lifeline. I miss you. I whispered.

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