within these walls

admitting

After class, I'm walking back to my dorm to sleep.I see Mattheo leaning against the wall smoking. I've been avoiding him all day cause of what happened yesterday.

When he sees me, he raises an eyebrow: "Hello there....". I sigh and just try to walk by, but he grabs my arm: "I'm gonna need you to stop and talk to me for a second.". "what is there to talk about."I try to avoid the question. "I think we need to talk about yesterday.". "Well, I don't...", I say quickly and try to just walk away.

He grabs my arm and holds me in place: "C'mon... we can't just kiss and act like nothing happend.... I want more from you". "Mattheo! you don't even know my name and I don't want to keep doing anything. I was high yesterday.". "You sure were... and I know your name is y/n right?.... and what you don't want to keep making out with one of the hottest guys on this campus?", a grin appears on his face as he waits for my response. "you're so cocky", I don't even know what to answer. "that's because I know I'm right... don't tell me you were not enjoying that last night", he teases me with a smile on his face.

I stay silent so he takes my hand and pulls me in the bathroom next to us. he leans me against a wall and looks directly in my eyes as he's standing right in front of me: "so do you still want to play hard to get?". I look down, not knowing what to say. He grabs my chin and forces me to look at him: "look at me and answer the damn question". "I just came out of a relationship because my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend. I'm not ready for a new one". "so you only kissed me because you were high?". "just a little reminder that you forced me!"
"well I didn't see you trying to stop me", he leans in close to me. I turn my head to the side so he grabs my chin and forcing me to look at him again: "did you like it or not?". "mattheo...", I don't even know what to say. "answer the question!", he says as he pins me against the wall even harder. "I don't know", I whisper. He leans in even more "oh really?... cause I thought you were enjoying yourself while making out...". I try to turn my face again, so he pins me against the wall even harder, making it unable for me to move my face: "you're so cute when you try to act all innocent and shy", he gives me a little kiss on the cheek. Since I stay silent he kisses me once again. but this time on my mouth. "see you're enjoying it... even just a little". I slap him: "wtf mattheo!!". I try to get him to loosen his grip so he grabs me at my waist, pinning me against the wall again: "you're beeing too stubborn... I'm not going to stop until you admit it was fun and you want more". He's right...but I don't want him to know that so I stay silent.

*nsfw warning*
mattheo grabs my waist even harder pulling me close to his body: "you can't fight your feelings", he whispers in my ear teasingly. I start breathing really heavy, so he smiles: oh, I'm hitting all the right buttons, aren't I?", he can feel my heartbeat and hear my breathing cause I'm really nervous. he pulls me closer and we kiss. I can feel his hand wandering down grabbing my ass. After a few seconds he goes even lower and I can feel his hand wandering under my skirt. "oh...someone's wet", he says with a grin on his face. I can feel bloody rushing to my face out of embarrassment. He starts to rub his thumb right on my clit. it feels so good. he knows exactly what to do. a moan escapes my lips. "good girl", he whispers. All of the sudden he shoves his middle finger in me. "fuckk...", I moan again, but louder. A grin forms on his face: "let's see how you like this", he pushes a second finger in. it feels so good. I throw my head back. I feel myself about to cum when he moves his fingers inside me: "mat...mattheo....I'm..I'm.. gonna c..cum..". He stops immediately and pulls his fingers out: "not yet", he smiles. this boy is really staring to get on my nerves.

He puts his hands on my waist and turns me around. "bend over", he demands. He pushes his crotch against my ass. I can feel his hard dick pressing against me through his pants. I can hear him unbuckle his pants. A few seconds later I can feel his tip on my pussy. I'm so horny: "please...", I beg. "use your words sweetheart". "mattheo...fuck me...please". Without any warning he's in my with just one hip thrust. I moan loud. he's so big...but it feels so good.  he moans a little: "so tight... huh?". He grabs my hair and pulls my head back. He starts to fuck me. "you feel...so good", he moans. He starts going faster and faster. "I'm....I'm...gonna...I'm gonna cum", he doesn't stop. I can feel my legs shaking. I can feel his thumb staring to rub my vlit while he still fucks me: "Come on my dick baby girl". I can feel my legs almost going numb: "fuuckk...". I cum harder than ever before. he doesn't stop and I'm starting to get overstimulated. It feels like his dick is in my stomach. he leans over still fucking me. he grabs my boob while whispering in my ear: "you're... you're so tight... I'm gonna cum. He stands back and grabs my waist with both he's hands pulling me back and forth: "fuckk...", he cums. All of the sudden he stops and pulls put. "on your knees for me", he demands: "now taste yourself". He takes my head in his hands holding my hair and starts throatfucking me. He's so rough I have to gag. "these sounds are great..", he grins. I can feel him coming in my mouth. He holds my chin closed: "swallow it"  I've never doen that...but for him... I swallow it. "good girl", he grins and we make out again.

*timeskip*
a few minutes later we are putting our clothes back on. I try to stand up but fall down again...my legs are still shaking. he looks at me with a proud smile. "stop smiling, dick", I'm annoyed. he doesn't have to be so proud. although he did feel good. he mattheo walks over to me. "should I carry you princess", he says in a mocking tone. "I hate you", I love him....I just can't let him know that.

He picks me up and carries me to my dorm. Luckily, nobody saw us. He lays me down on my bed. "FUCK...I have class in like... 5 minutes", I remember. I'm not really a big fan of skipping. "just go..", mattheo says. "I can't walk dumbass". "oh right", he smiles proudly again so I slap him with a pillow. "you could at least get me my box of joints from my desk over there". Mattheo goes to get it, but takes one out before handing me the box. I light mine and his joint.
I take a big puff: "this feels so good", I sigh.

He comes over and sits on the bed, right next to me. "we need to talk", he starts to get serious. I look at him: "mattheo....". "hear me out.... you can't just fuck multiple times and then say that there's nothing there". I think about what he says.... omg...he's right.  "ok... how about we go into kinda a ...talking stage.", I have no other solution. He starts to smile: "I think that's great.... but I have to go to potions now.... Snape will kill me if I skip one more.". "sure", I smile. he leans in and we kiss. then leaves. As soon he's out the door, I silent scream out of excitement. This is gonna be so great.

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