stable love

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Jungkook could not help but gulp in taehyung's embrace, his hand felt sweating more......he shivered not with the cold but ugly feeling of judge by taehyung that stir in his gusts.....he felt heavy weight on his chest, he wanted to puck all the content in his body with nerves peaking up

Jungkook was afraid that Taehyung might consider him weird, the boy who can't do anything except cry......he has always been very insecure about himself, his mother also tried hard to improve his introvert nature but he always enjoyed being himself.....but now Taehyung had made him even more insecure by asking such question.....because he has a sweet feeling in his heart for Taehyung......he(jungkook) had started liking him, that's why he thought that taehyung would also consider him weak like other people's......thinking this he start crying even more...... jungkook doesn't want to separate taehyung's warmth from himself, that's why he holds Taehyung's shirt even tighter......

The white fabric of Taehyung's shirt was getting wet with
his (Jungkook's) tears which he(Taehyung) also felt... Taehyung didn't know that his small question would shake Jungkook to the core......He just wanted to talk openly with him about his nature.....because he wanted to encourage Jungkook to think for himself, to take his own stand...but seeing Jungkook's condition, he was getting angry at himself...hearing his sniffles and seeing trembling hands, he was feeling very guilty.....he didn't have the courage to look into Jungkook's eyes because now he was afraid that Jungkook would consider him, one of them who judge people's which he is not.....He couldn't even think of hurting Jungkook's heart in his dreams, but he (taehyung) foolishly did it.

Taehyung knows very well that if things are not cleared now, Jungkook will misunderstand him......Jungkook's pale face, tearful eyes, trembling hands could not be seen by
him(Taehyung), the tears flowing from Jungkook's eyes were attacking on his heart. Taehyung was thinking about how to calm Jungkook while crying in his embrace but he come out of track when hear Jungkook's heavy cuffs......He sees that, because of continuous crying his(jungkook's) voice stuck in a throat due to which he is not able to breathe, seeing all this he(Taehyung) panic and breck hug immediately and cup his(Jungkook's) face in his both hand then say :
breath baby..... breath,

Taehyung worriedly say : first calm down sweetheart....and just inhale and exhale....you are my good baby, right? (Jungkook nods) ok then, do what I say

Jungkook sees concern in taehyung's eyes for him as well as a sense of belonging in it, perhaps this is what he wanted to see... His thoughts get disturbed when Taehyung asks him to breath again.....he(jungkook) does as
he(taehyung) says but only looking at him......He was carefully watching Taehyung's facial expression, how his(Taehyung's) face had fallen, how his eyes were filled with tears seeing his(jungkook's) condition...... looking at Taehyung's filled eyes, he controls his emotions due to which within a minute he (Jungkook) catch a normal breath.

Taehyung start caressing Jungkook's back while giving him water to drink......after some time, jungkook's hiccups also stops......taehyung takes a sigh of relief seeing him(Jungkook) calmed down.

Taehyung softly say : Are you okay now? (jungkook nods)
Ok.....can we talk?

Jungkook : hmm

Taehyung close his eyes for seconds and take long sigh then open his eyes and say lovingly : Jungkook please forgive me.....I had no intention of hurting your feelings, I just wanted to talk to you openly about your nature......i am really sorry

Jungkook say while looking down : W-why a-are you
a-apologizing T-taehyung-ssi, it was not your f-fault...I o-overreacted.

Taehyung shake his head negatively after listening jungkook and say emotionally with throbbing heartbeat : please don't say like that......You didn't overreact, it was me who ask you that question without thinking anything.