stable love

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With y/n :

Y/n quickly gets ready and reaches the venue because the responsibility of the whole party was on her......on top of that, Taehyung had told her that his business partners was also coming, so she could not accept any kind of irresponsible behavior......That's why she was getting everything done under her supervision.....after seeing everything properly done, she takes a sigh of relief and comes out to breathe in open air where she sees a pond.......and becomes very happy after seeing the decoration of the pond and says : sook unni, I must say you have really done your work very well, May be this is called experience(smile slightly).....and starts looking at the stagnant water in the pond.



y/n sees the reflection of the blooming moon in the water of the pond......she starts looking at this reflection with a turmoil of emotions in her heart......the lights around pond, the blowing cool breeze and the Night-blooming jasmine's light sent were giving her peace, which perhaps she had not felt from some days.....she was spending her day and night thinking about hobi and her relation...... that's the reason, dilemma in her heart was making her restless.

She was feeling insecure about her and hobi's relationship and experiencing a range of emotions including anxiety.......she start constantly worrying about her relationship's stability and future.......her self-doubt also increase and start questioning her own worth, attractiveness, and lovability.....
she started feeling scared., scared of abandonment and rejection.....she began to think less of herself, like she's not good enough or deserving hobi's love.......her excessive possessiveness towards hobi was deteriorating her mental health.

y/n pov : (take long sigh and close her eyes)
y/n : (sighs) Why am I feeling so anxious about our relationship hobi oppa? I know you loves me then why?

?? say gently : because you don't trust your relation...... And another reason means., because of your own fear you have given place to doubt in the relationship

y/n opens her eyes and become shocked to see her exact image in front of her and starts looking at her image with amusement.

y/n say while shuttering : w-who, who are you?

?? smile softly and say : I am your inner self y/n......I am always stay with you, in your heart

y/n : ohh...... you were saying something?

Inner self : ohh that......you don't trust your relationship.

y/n frustratedaly say : how can you say that? That I am not trust in my relationship

Inner self smile gently and say : This is the anger of your's that doesn't let you see the truth...that possessiveness of yours has made you doubt on Hobi's love.

y/n say slowly : Have I really started doubting hobi oppa's love?

Inner self : When you are insecure about the relationship between you and your hobi oppa, it means you have started doubting his love for you...... your trust on him has started to waver.

y/n say sadly : Is it really happening to me? Or have I exaggerated a small matter by overthinking it?......

Inner self calmly say : yah.....Because of your overthinking, your brain stopped working.....that's why you are behaving like this.

y/n : I don't want to be one of those girls who's always worried and clingy! I want to be secure in our love.

Inner self encouragingly say : You've to built a strong foundation of trust with him(hobi)......Remember how he's always there for you, supporting and caring for you?

y/n softly say : Yeah... he's amazing......And he's never given me any reason to doubt him.....It was my madness that I became insecure about our relationship.