THE BEASTLY PRESIDENT

CHAPTER 21

–6 Years Later–

Y/N's POV

It's been six years since we shifted to The States. I found out I was a few days pregnant when we shifted here.  I tried everything possible to get rid of the seed being growing in me. I even opted for an abortion since I was not ready to take such a big responsibility at that age.

Beomgyu convinced me every time that things will start to get better and I should not abort the baby. It was tough. Indeed. But Beomgyu was there to help me every single moment. He handled my mood swings, my late-night cravings, gave me emotional support, participated in preparation for the baby's arrival and provided company during antenatal hospital visits, consultation and even during delivery.

Beomgyu has been doing his best to comfort me and keep me happy. That's what I adore him for. He is so selfless and responsible for the things he does.

I got a job as a language teacher. And Beomgyu is now a producer. He wanted to try something new and since he was good at music, he went in for production.

Ever since I became a mom, I have realised how foolish I was to get rid of the baby. She's a girl. She looks a lot like me but has some features of him too.

Yes. I didn't forget Yeonjun. My daughter is like 5 years old and sure, she asks about her father. Beomgyu took care of her since the day she was born as a father only yet he's not the real dad. Beomgyu told me to tell Soo-ah, my daughter, about Yeonjun. But I'm terrified. Terrified that if she knows about him, she will start whining to see him. Till now, I only told her that he is busy with some work.

.

It was noon. Soo-ah was in her kindergarten. It was Saturday so I got a day off. Beomgyu was also at home.

Beomgyu : I'm telling you. You should tell her about Yeonjun.

Y/N : But I'm afraid if she-

Beomgyu : If she asks you to meet him? Yeah? But Y/N, someday she will grow up. She will be mature. She surely will understand how things have been in the past years. Yeonjun is her dad after all.

Y/N : You're right but-

Beomgyu : Y/N I will do everything I can in her upbringing but I'm not her father. And I c-cannot be.

Y/N : I understand you.

Beomgyu : She is a kid right now. If you tell her about him now, she will not think about him much. All she might do is, yeah, whining to see him. But once she grows up, she might become rebellious. That's what I'm afraid of.

I nodded agreeing with him.

Y/N : What should we do then?

Beomgyu : I'll ask Soobin how things have been there. If they are okay, we'll take her there.

Y/N : What if he h-hurts her?

Beomgyu : I'll ask Soobin about the condition first. Can you go and pick up Soo-ah from her kindergarten?

I nodded, grabbed the car keys and left.

BEOMGYU'S POV

Deep down, I want her to call me her dad.

I shrugged off my thoughts and called Soobin.

-On Call-

Soobin : Sup brother.

Beomgyu : Nothing much. How's everything there?

Soobin : A lot changed- Yeonjun leave my fucking cheescake.