clean

5

I sit and look at the pen she gave me

"come on try it"

I laugh a little, in reality i'm shaking

"I really have to go to class tat. I'll try later"

I hand it back to her and get off from standing on the toilet.

I was embarrassed.

Jolie just took a hit, coughed a lot and none of us made fun of her for it.

why was I scared I was going to made fun of?

..

oh.

yeah.

I remember.

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"yo tat, a quick hit before I go to lunch w leila"

"yeah ok, js give me a min"

I wait a second

I see leila rushing over here

she hates when I vape

especially with tat and jolie

tat finally gives it to me

leila already made it to the stall

I take the quickest and smallest hit

"fuck"

leila has takes my hand as I give back the vape

I turn back and hear them laugh but think nothing of it

.....

jolie comes up to me later

she says

"what was up w the tiny hit"

I tried to defend myself

"leila had me rushing out yk?"

she laughs

"me and tat laughed at you because we were like wtf" 

I js smiled and said

"yeah well yk, gotta listen to the gf"

she looks at me suspiciously but js grins

"yeah ok."

I was embarrassed.

and felt tiny to them

but wtv

I wouldn't try again

not around them at least.