dreaming about being theirs

.Chapter 10.

Heading into the lounging room I find everyone cuddled up talking and laughing, What surprises me most is how close Emma and Santiago are cuddled up, Hmm I wonder when that happened. I smile at how cute the look together and walk towards my boys, I cuddle between them and Royce asks if I'm okay I smile and kiss both their cheeks as I nod, They decide to play more games, from twister, monopoly, 30 seconds and then snakes and ladders and Ludo.  We ended with general knowledge at Sophia's request and then headed outside to smoke, the girls had joined in on my smoking madness and now there were three heads to make and not just one.

We all silent as Cass starts to sing, she has a beautiful voice and everyone just listens, there's a full on acapella happening in the back yard by the time we done smoking and I must say the girls make a pretty good team. It's getting chilly outside so we had in and go straight to the tv room, I'm guessing tonight is a late night since it's already half two. We cuddle up in our usual spots , tonight we watch the insidious marathon, I'm munching on grape Mike and Ike's while watching the 3rd movie but not really paying much attention to it. I soon doze off and fall fully asleep somewhere during the movie.

Amor wake up, Amor, I swat the persons hand away and say few more minutes. Bambola if you don't wake up now we going to miss our flight , I jump up at the sound of that and ask really, where we going. They both laugh and shake their heads , We chasing the sun amor, says Royce. I look at them for a long moment and ask who all is going, well everyone in the house actually and Emma, says Reece. Okay and where are we going, I ask again . You'll see when we get there, now up up you go into the bathroom, says Royce. Sticking my tongue out at them, I do as I'm told , heading into the the bathroom to do my business and shower after, getting out I wrap my self in the awaiting towel and walk into the room. I find an oversized hoodie, leggings, underwear and sneakers. The mornings are going to get much colder before we hit winter and it's coming sooner then we thought, Royce said we chasing the sun which could only mean we going some place sunny, I make my way to downstairs to the kitchen to find everyone having something light, it's only 6:30 so I don't think anyone really has an apatite and I'm sure there'll be breakfast served on the plane. After greeting everyone and kissing my boys on the cheek I take my seat and enjoy my hot chocolate and double choc chip cookies.

After a while I jump suddenly realizing I haven't packed anything, tapping Reece on the arm I tell him I need a suitcase because I haven't packed and I'm ranting on about the fact that they could have told me and I don't even know where we going to know what exactly I need to pack and now I have to rush, They've been trying to get my attention throughout my rant and now that I'm finally silent Royce tells me it's already been taken care of and everyone one around the table bursts out laughing, embarrassed and I annoyed I get up and storm out heading for the patio. I'm not upset , I just need to smoke but they don't need to know that. I'm almost done making the third head when the girls come out and join me I light three coals still not looking at anyone, Ohh Amarni we sorry we didn't mean to laugh at you, you were just going at it so frantically that we couldn't help it you never even heard the boys calling you. I shake my head at them it was just in the moment of adrenaline and panic, I'm not mad just lacking sleep and I really need to smoke. I think it might be the nerves because I've never flown so far before, Ohh my g is this the first time you leaving the South Western region, Sophia squeals out. Well yess it's my first time going so far, I pull in a deep inhale of smoke and then blow out. Oh don't fret there's nothing to it says Cass, Amaya changes the subject but no one says anything about where we going, even when I ask. 

The flight will be 12 hours, we going to Italy I'm so excited. They taking me to their home town, although they've said it's only their grandmother there to visit, I couldn't help but feel nervous, what if she doesn't like me or approve of me for her grand sons . I shake my head not wanting to be negative, the flights not so bad other then the slight pop in your ear after take off everything is okay. The view of the clouds up here is just wow, my tia didn't need much convincing when we asked if Emma could come she knew we'd both be safe so she said yess. After breakfast we all fell asleep in our seats that were more like beds, they were situated in a way that was comfortable and we could see everyone without stretching . The benefits of having money and your own private plane, I woke up to find everyone still comfortably asleep, the plane was silent. I took it all in and seated myself up right between my boys who have turned away from me during our slumber, I maneuver my way out the blankets and over Reece and lend silently as if in a movie, shaking my head at my antics. I make my way to the cockpit, we should be on autopilot since we reached a cruising altitude, The air hostess jumps startled as she see me, I put my finger to my lips and smile at her, I whisper as I ask if I'm allowed ion the cock pit, she nods looking at me skeptically but tells me to follow her.