I was in my german class,
it was summer,
That was when i met the ''lover''.
I see him in my other classes as well
Maths, french, social studies , i even dreamed of this man.
Let me get these things straight, the guy is more than an eight, he is funny, tall, smart and sporty, oh god , why would you throw this guy right in front of me ?
He keeps glaring at me, stealing one ,two, three looks here and there , however it seems lately like he is everywhere.
He is the type of guy, who seems fun to be around, i wonder what he is all about, yes i would like to get to know him, , sometimes i wonder if he is also wants to get to know me.
Whatsoever there is this one thing, he just stares and never does anything.
The lover never tries to strike a conversation, a talk. There was one day where he would walk, right next to me , ignoring me. It left me wondering if this was his way of showing me.
Lately i catch myself thinking about him, im feeling his energy,
It feels like he threw a spell at me
I wish god, the universe would give me signs, if he is the man he chose for me. Slowly im loosing faith and if this keeps going on i will start to trade.
Not my soul or feelings,but my heart and the care,
I am giving him 5 months let's see how much he dares.
