Its friday night,
im wearing my glasses and just studied,
everybody probably went out and partied.
sometimes i feel like i dont belong in here,
that im „different" from the rest,
because im too sharp, i notice small details ,that's who i am and it feel like it slowly it is enough.
Dont get me wrong i love myself ,
i love that i would rather stay in and read a book or study for school, but slowly im starting to feel unhappy.
Will this feeling go or worsen, because im slowly going to turn eight-teen.
I have school-friends if you wonder, but we never to out or try to make plans for a slumper and once again im at home feeling empty.
this feeling has been here lately.
I love myself, but not my life,
am i going to be anybody's wife?
if i dont go out and see anyone,
how the hell am i going to find the „one"
tell me.
is this feeling going to vanish or stay, i need to know, i dont want it to catch me.
