My bully spider white x oc

MOOD 1🏴‍☠️

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Another morning I woke up and got ready I started distancing myself from my family for some reason, I got in my car and left arlo at home with dusty.
Once I got at school I got out the car and locked it and Amerie,Darren and quinni walked over to me I lifted my eyebrow and looked confused.
"What did I miss?"
"So me Darren and quinni got close over the weekend lol!"
Amerie states holding onto quinni I chucked and grabbed my sunshades and placed it on my face, while walking on the pathway we see Anthony,spider,arlo and dusty I still can't believ arlo hangs around with Spencer after what he did to me...I had a nirvana bag on they walked over to us
"Name 3 nirvana songs"
Spencer stated I chuckled
"Really? All about a girl,come as you are,something in the way and lithium any more?"
He widened his eyes at my stubborn response I'd usually be scared of him but after the summer I changed a lot.
"Hey willow mama won't be home this week since she's on business trip"
"I don't care"
I walk away barging Spencer walking to slts

'In slts'
"I don't want your noodles"
"Sure you want my noodles you live my noodles"
The video we were watching was pretty gruesome but I had my earphones in listening to
Let you down-nf
I looked at my hands and started drawing on them a skeleton hand until i get bugged on my shoulder I turned to see Sasha
"Did you and Spencer have sex with no protection?!"
I widened my eyes and shook my head everyone started laughing at me,I stood up my chair k coming down I stormed over to Spencer and punch him
"What the fuck are all these rumours?! Ya?!"
He gasped and fell to the floor standing straight back up
"What you do that for you fucking emo?!"
"Your a fucking asshole! All these rumours and these fake lies!? I fucking hate you! You know what? No one would fucking care if you died"
I spitted and grabbed my bag and walked out Amerie rushed out to me
"Babes!"
I ignore and walk over to the bathroom and get in a cubicle and lock the door
(TW:SELFHARM!)
I grab the blade with dried blood on it and wiped it on my pants and pulled them down looking at my cuts I gulped and started to cut again,again and again until blood covered my full thighs I cried and grabbed my hair and started screaming
"Why me?!"
I cried even more and pulled up my pants and walked over to the mirror,
(END OF TW!)
I started to limp because of the loss of blood I cried at the pain walking in the corridors and walked outside everyone was stunned to see the new stubborn girl cry arlo noticed and ran over to me
"Willow! What happened back there?!"
I glared at him and pushed him over
"Fuck off!"
I continued to limp over to Amerie and Darren they had a concerned look on their faces I smiled sadly looking at them
"Babes sit down"
I sat down and cried harder trying not to touch my thighs I gulped hard and hugged Darren
"Awh babes"
"I just can't do it anymore I thought he would stop!"
I cried harder gripping onto darren he holded me too
After I stopped crying I grabbed my phone and blocked sasha and everyone in our class except Darren and Amerie,I didn't have Quinny on anything since we didn't really speak.
"I'm greatful for you guys you know?"
They nodded in agreement
I notice a slap and on Darren's wrist I asked them what it is
"What's this I seen every one wearing one?"
"This is for the gig tonight diary's band you should go!"
I shakes my head in disapproval
"I'm never going to one of them"
All three of them gave me Awh eyes for me to go
"Fine!"
"But you need to buy one of spenc"
I glare at them and shook my head
"No I could never..."
While we was talking someone dragged me to the side to my surprise it was Spencer.
"Wil I'm sorry..."
I widen my eyes and scofed at him and shook my head
"Pft,sorry? You sorry don't change a thing! Your the fucking the reason my parents woke up to see me with a stab womb in my stomach and lifeless on the floor! You caused me to kill me!"
I feared up pulling Spencer off me
"Wil you changed...I liked you the old way"
"The old way?! You fucking tormented me to the max I killed myself!"
He stepped back hands and kissed them
"Willow im so so sorry"
He looked with guilt in his eyes
"Spencer stop"
I started to cry
"Willow no I wont I will do anything for your forgiveness"
I glared at him moving his hands from mine
"Fine I don't forgive you I will be civil with you and stop with your fucking rumours your lucky I even let you touch me!"
He smiled and gave me a wristband I widened my eyes he smirked and walked off (willow! What the hell why are you forgiving him you selfish girl..from author🤨) I walked back to my friends and they started cheering at me getting a wristband I giggled and sat down
"So what's the plan of you getting there?"
I pointed at ams
"Going through the back!"
I giggled and laughed with the other two
"What's so funny?! Anyway let's go we need to get ready!"