My bully
Yes my bully weird right?
Only me was bullied maybe other people but I was his main target hit me,steal me and worst of all rumoured about me.
Until I changed I changed a lot I changed my appearance,personality and worst of all my kindnes...
It's an average Tuesday I dressed up like and punk (inspo^^) I yawned getting ready until arlo walked in the room I glared and looked into the mirror "Listen..willow listen! You do that to yourself?!" "It's all bullshit I promise arlo" "Spencer said he saw it?!" "He did not! He keeps making rumours it's pissing me off I'll start making them about him!" Arlo nodded and walked out "Oh by the way mama is going on another business trip wil!" "Okay!" Another fucking 'business' trip we all know even papa knows she's cheating the hoe,after my makeup I walked down and kissed papa on the cheek "Ciao papa!" I waved today I decided to walk with quinni we talked about Sasha and how she messed up in the date but she didn't "You didn't mess up baby you just don't like crowded place neither can I your autistic I'm schizophrenic!" She raised a brow and stopped "Your schizophrenic? I never knew!" I nodded my head giggling and we arrived at school and saw ams "Hey ams!" "Hey girliessss! I made a plan I'm never thinking about men ever again!" "That's my worst nightmare ams!" I laughed at my own comment and buckled my arm with ams until diary's group stopped infront of me I groaned and looked at him "I heard you hooked up with aj?" Shit! I forgot I did I sighed and nodded "When?!" Spencer asked sharply "Don't you dare fucking talk to me asshole!" I slipped him off and walked off to sit on a bench "The next time I think of any guy I'll slap my self in the face!" "You should get a hobby!" Quinni recommends I nodded fast in approval "Definitely I did chess to get away from my bully's!" Amerie shouted 'yes I should' very one shouted her to shut up I glared at them and shouted back "Shut the fuck up you fucking freaks!" We all giggled as I received glared of people I just smirked I had to go to my locker until someone stopped me it was Spencer "Spencer.." "Why'd you hook up with him?" "Why not?" "He's a year above us!" "Why would you fucking care Spencer! You fucking humiliated me infront of god knows how many people! I can't believe I let myself think about giving you a second chance to turn it around but I guess you're and asshole just like last year!" I walked away running over to harps "Hey harp..I need to ask you something" "What the fuck you want?" "Woah calm it you maggit I'm asking if you could sit with me in music?" "No I fucking won't your still the freak from a year ago!" I glared I groaned and punched her and started hitting hitting and hitting over and over again screaming in her face,I stopped and got up her face was all bloody I groaned and ran off to Darren. "Darren! Darren!" "Yeah babes" "I just fucking 'sigh' beat up harper!" "Harper mclean?!" I nodded and gasped for air not being able to get any. Ams ran over and started laughing hearing she got beaten up by me "That was awesome!" "Hah lol!" I laughed catching my breath and Sat down "Well that's me suspended lmao" We was talking until someone starts shouting "Hey! Willow! Hey!" I turned to see aj I widened my eyes and slowly smiled at him "Hey what's up?" "Well me and the boys are off out tonight with some lads in your year and I invite you to be my date" I smiled and nod at him he randomly kissed me pulling my waist i chuckle and kiss him back. He walks off and I turn to see ams so excited I giggled and stared to see arlo coming to me "máma říkala, že se musíš namočit s tátou, když jsi doma" "Why" "I don't know she just rang me to tell you" I nodded and looked away back to speaking with ams. "Are you off to the party tonight?" Ams asked "The party the grade above us are going?" "Yes! It's a celebration for missy's birthday!" "OHHH yes I'll come"
*at the party*
I walked in and saw spider with a hot fit on I blushed seeing him why? I used to have a huge crush on him when he used to bully me it's the reason he bullied me it was because I liked him.
I walk over to the bar and order 4 shots. "You look hot tonight" I turned to see Spencer..I smiled suddenly "Can say the same thing about you" He smirked and got closer to my face.
He pecked my lips and it turned out to be a make-out session I kissed him back I have been waiting for this for ages I wrapped my short arms around his neck he places his head in the crook of my neck and started sucking "Wait! Stop no we can't" "Wils don't be like that" "No spider we can't" He raised a brow hearing me say his nickname "You never call me spider?" "Don't I?" The drunkenly getting to me once again "Are you high?" He questioned with a concerned look I scoffed and laughed "Me high? The one and only Little nerd high?" He had a stern face because I said nerd "Don't call your self that wils!" "It's fine you used to do it all the time when I tried killing myself I carved nerd in my stomach look I still have scar haha!"
(Flashback!) (TW:SUICIDE ATTEMPT!)
I got slammed against the locker by Spencer he starting kicking me and punching me I cried out no one helping me... "Spider...please.." He didn't listen and continued hitting me 'At home' I walked up emotionless up the stairs and locked my room door I turned on my bath and filled it it than I grabbed a knife,I lifted up my shit and took it off. Firstly I carved 'nerd' on my stomach "Ah! Shit!" I cried getting in the cold bath I got the knife and stabbed my self 3 time in the stomach. 'BLACK' "Beep...beep...beep" I woke up and I was in the hospital room with lots of cables attached to me I groaned and saw my parents and arlo. "Omg my baby!" I groan and grab alros hand he cries into my hand. "Why wil why?" "Why not?" I glare at my parents and hug arlo.
(End of flashback) I feel a tap on my shoulder I turn to see aj and spider glares at him I stand up and hug him he hugs back. "Heyyy babe glad you could make it and you look perfect!" I smile and chuckle
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"It took me ages to find the outfit so people should appreciate it lol" I state,I hear a groan and spider walks off. "Well I got to get the set ready u wanna perform tonight?" I nod slightly at the offer. He walks away and I walk over to Darren they are doin drugs... "Guys I think I have been spiked" They all ignore me and walk away "Guys?!" I sigh sadly and walk over to harper "Harps" "How could you do that willow?!" I raise a brow in confusion "Do what" "Stop pretending you know what!" I sigh and walk outside to spot spider I just walk past him "Wils!" I ignore him because I'm crying "Willow?! Come here" I stop for a second but start running, I arrive home to see ams and arlo in his bedroom I storm in there "Do you fucking know what the fuck is happening?!" They both ignore me still kissing I groan and shut my bedroom door and lock the door (TW:SELF HARM) I grab the blade and place it on my arm and cut again,again and again, I walk over to my mirror and grab my paracetamol and take 12 in one go,I start gagging and nearly sick, I grab my vodka and chug it down. (END OF TW) I walk over to my bed and get some sleep.
(In the morning)
I feel someone shaking me I wake up and see Spencer. "Wils! Your awake" I grab my phone and check the time it's 1.30pm I groan and get up "Why are you here Spencer?" He pulls a sad face that I'm back calling him his real name. "You went home yesterday really early so I came to check on you?" I glare at him and sigh "What's the point Spencer? Why do you care for me all of a sudden your just wanting my kindness so you can creep back up and bully me again! Now everyone is fucking ignoring me even fucking Amerie!" I shouted tears in the corners of my eyes he just stands there dumbfounded "Probably one of your fucking rumors is going around so fuck you spencer!" I push him out my room and lock the door,he starts banging on the door "Willow! Wils!" I ignore him and get changed.
