Can you teach me how to love? |soukoku|

Dazai's heart disease

(chuuya's pov)

When the doctor said that Dazai has only 7 months to live I tried to hold my tears , so I decided to go home.

"I can't believe it, that idiot is going to die in 7 months..." I said to myself. After trying to comfort myself I went to sleep.

"What time is it?" I tought,  "oh...4 am..." I started crying and sobbing, without thinking twice I called Dazai, when he said "what do you want chibi? It's 4 am",Dazai said with a sleepy voice, he was hearing me sobbing from the phone, "What happened?" he said, I tried to speak "D-d-dazai" I said "chibi what?" he said scared "dazai when you die...The corruption..." I said sobbing "Chibi don't worry, we will find a solution" he said "there is no solution, dazai, if the  corruption will come back I will kill myself..." i said with a sad and scared voice "Chibi come to the hospital. Now" Dazai said.

So i took my motorcycle and I  went to the hospital

Dazai was standing at the enter of the hospital trying to stand on his feet by holding on to a chair. 

When he saw me he hugged me and he said "if you kill yourself I won't talk to you in the next life" I missed his hugs, his warm arms and listening to his heartbeat, I almost forgot how they was...I remember when we were 15 years old he hugged me everyday, every time he saw me...

Dazai said "Chibi everything is alright...please don't cry..."

"Don't worry idiot, I'm fine" I said while looking into his toffee eyes