Falling For Sam and Colby

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I woke up between Sam and Colby remembering the night like it was a dream. I heard Raeleigh screaming so I carefully got out of bed with the boys. To take care of her. Once she seen me she calmed down and got happy. I bathed, changed, and started feeding her before Sam woke up and came into the room. Oh hey Ciara I'm sorry about last night that was wrong of me. I shouldn't of fucked you knowing you are with Colby. He said. Sam it was Colby's idea. He ended up joining. You didn't do nothing wrong. I told him as he walked up and placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed my head. I just feel like I did so um it won't happen again. He said and walked out of the room as Colby walked in. What's wrong with him? Colby asked as he took Raeleigh and burped her. He's feeling bad about last night saying it won't happen again because he feels like he wronged you. I told Colby as I changed the sheet of the baby bed. I wish he wasn't like that honestly. He's always feeling like he's wronged me recently and I don't know why.... Colby said with a sigh. Hey I'll talk to him babe. I'll see what's bothering him. I told Colby as I started to head downstairs.

Sam's POV
I woke up next to Colby and the flashbacks hit that him and I both fucked Ciara. I felt bad. I recently started feeling bad for Colby feeling like I was taking his happiness away. I was acting like a second father figure to Raeleigh not giving Colby a chance to be a dad. I'm constantly coming up with the ideas for videos not listening to him. And now I'm slowly taking Ciara away from him I felt like. It was putting me in a depression state of mind. I decided I was going to go check on Raeleigh until I realized Ciara was in there taking care of her. I realized I was going to have to say that I wanted to back off and last night was not going to happen again. But I didn't want to. Oh hey Ciara I'm sorry about last night that was wrong of me. I shouldn't of fucked you knowing you are with Colby. I told her trying not to cry. Sam it was Colby's idea. He ended up joining. You didn't do nothing wrong. She told me as I walked up and placed my hands on her cheeks and kissed her head. I just feel like I did so um it won't happen again. I said and walked out of the room. I walked downstairs and sat in the living room and broke knowing I didn't want to do that but had too. The hickies on her neck half of them were mine. As the memories of last night after Kat and I broke up flooded my mind it just hurt it shattered me knowing I was taking everything away from Colby that made him happy. Sam.... I heard Ciara say as she walked closer to me. Sam please talk to me. I could tell her voice was sad because she seen I was upset but I couldn't talk to her. Ciara can you just leave me alone. I said as I heard her sigh and sit down next to me. No Sam I won't. You're upset and it's not fair. You were there for me and I love you Sam. That's why I'm here. She said as she wrapped her arms around me and I wrapped my arms around her and broke. I don't want to take you from Colby. He loves you first. I can't keep taking things that make him happy away. I mean I'm not giving him a chance to beat father to Raeleigh I keep jumping to her every need. I fell for you knowing he claimed you first. He fucked you FIRST. The channel isn't really Sam and Colby it's Sam..... And Colby because I don't do his ideas I do mine. I'm just taking everything away from him that makes him happy. I mean shit I thought I fell for him too but I'm not even sure about that. And it's nothing on him. I'm just not sexually attracted to him if you get what I'm saying. I told her as she scratched my back gently and played with my hair. Bro, I didn't know you felt like that..... I heard Colby say. Colby you weren't supposed to know that. I said as tears streamed down my face feeling like he was going to leave. My heart was slowly shattering and I didn't know why. Colby stuck Rae in her bed for downstairs and came over grabbing me. Man I'm not leaving. You're better at the things you do. And I'm not mad about it okay Rae is young if she asks why you took care of her more when she was a baby we'll explain I wasn't prepared to be a dad yet. The channel is Still Sam and Colby it will never be Sam..... And Colby. We're not apart we are together.

Ciara POV
Colby was talking to Sam as I watched. Sam completely just shattered and I could tell he was in love with Colby. Also Ciara isn't just mine now she's ours. Colby said as Sam tried to say different as I was surprised Colby did what he did. Before Sam could even finish the word no Colby completely went for it and kissed him. My men were gay for each other now. Well that's hot. I popped off as Colby looked at me and laughed. I've been wanting to do that honestly since last night. Colby said as Sam went in for another one then came over and grabbed me and kissed me. Okay Sam you all good? I asked as Sam stared at me. Nope I'm horny as fuck but I'm not testing those waters right now. He said with a laugh. I just remembered I need to clean your bed Sam. I said and walked upstairs to his room. I pulled his sheets off the bed which smelt bad after the incident last night and scrubbed his bed. After that I made his room smell better and took the dirty sheets downstairs. Colby was on Postmates ordering food as he seen me walk to the laundry room. C what do you want for breakfast? He asked. Burritos I said as I went to the game room and got situated to play COD. I was playing for about 15 minutes before Sam came in feeling lonely. Colby was working on emails and his ideas on the merch so Sam felt alone. Hey babe what's wrong? I asked as he walked over trying to do like girls do when they want cuddles and their man is gaming. I opened my arms as he got situated and relaxed. You feel better babe? I asked as he nodded his head no. I paused my game and put the controller down as he looked at me. Do you love me? he mumbled. Well yes I love you. What has you wondering that? I asked him confused. Well you and Colby fucked three times technically and I've only fucked you once. He said as he cuddled again into me. Where's Rae? I asked. She's with Colby in the office he works better with her in there with him. He said as he sighed. I turned of my game and put the controller down. Let's go have some fun horny boy.