worth it?? A Taekook tale

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Taehyung's pov

The atmosphere at the table shifted, and for a moment, silence hung in the air as we all absorbed the significance of Jungkook's gesture. It was a testament to the depth of their friendship, a connection that went beyond the glitz and glamour of their public personas.

Jin Hyung raised his glass, breaking the brief silence, "To Jungkook, the musical maestro of our group! May your melodies continue to weave the tapestry of our shared memories." We all joined in, toasting Jungkook's talent and the bond that held us together.

As the evening progressed, the conversation flowed seamlessly between jokes, memories, and plans for the future. The camaraderie among the group was palpable, and even though I was an outsider, I couldn't help but be drawn into the warmth of their friendship.

Jungkook, ever the entertainer, shared snippets of his upcoming song 'Like My Father,' sparking curiosity and excitement. The playful banter continued, and Jimin, true to his mischievous nature, decided to steer the game of Truth or Drink back into action.

Jimin turned to Jungkook with a knowing grin, "Alright, Kook. What's your ideal type?"

Jungkook's smile was warm, reflecting the depth of his sentiments, "My ideal type is more than just a checklist. I'm drawn to someone who exudes kindness, someone with a caring and thoughtful nature. It's those small, seemingly insignificant gestures that matter the most in life. I don't need perfection; I want someone willing to put effort into our relationship, cherishing the moments that often go unnoticed."

He continued, his gaze distant as if envisioning his ideal future, "I'm looking for someone unafraid of my flaws, someone who can navigate the complexities of my dark side and insecurities. A companion for a lifetime – not just a lover but a best friend. I want us to share the laughter of best friends, indulging in playful teasing and cute little fights that only deepen our connection."

Jungkook's eyes sparkled with sincerity, "I need someone who truly understands me, embracing my unrealistic dreams and supporting my endeavors. Someone who won't be phased by my overdramatic moments but, instead, revel in the uniqueness of our love. I want a partner who sees me as the 18-year-old they fell for, even when we're both old and, inevitably, a bit wrinkled."

My heart fluttered at Jungkook's description of an ideal lover. The depth with which he articulated his desires was overwhelming. Instead of focusing on superficial attributes like height, hair color, or eye shape, Jungkook delved into the qualities that transcend the physical. His words revealed a longing for a genuine emotional connection in a world often obsessed with appearances.

In that moment, I gained a newfound appreciation for Jungkook's authenticity. He wasn't searching for a picture-perfect partner; he sought someone who understood the intricacies of his soul. As he continued speaking, I found myself captivated by the sincerity and vulnerability in his words.

My thoughts were broken when Jungkook spoke again, "And the most important thing to me is if I love him truly, I would be ready to sacrifice everything in the world for him. But he needs to support me. He should be there for me."

He looked down with a smile. Jimin put his hand on Jungkook's shoulder and patted him while whispering, "Hey, it's okay. He was not the one for you. You'll find someone like this."

Jungkook nodded but spoke again, "Well, although considering the things I want are too much, I doubt I'll find someone. I'll maybe die single."

Jungkook chuckled, but we all could sense a hint of melancholy in his voice. My heart hurt looking at Jungkook. Why did he think like that? Perhaps, I can change that. In that moment, an overwhelming desire to shield him from any pain rushed through me. I yearned to crush all his worries and insecurities, to wrap him up in a warm blanket, and place him gently in my pocket.