The Perplexed Procurer

12

'Sweetness' Adoni Smith

Lilly's mother plated my food, swaying her body next to mine. I had enjoyed her once, off of a sinful lust I had promised God I would never act off of again.

Granted, she was Lilly in her prime, beautiful cocoa butter skin, a coke bottle body, and a dutiful wife.

"I'm so happy you were able to make it, Doni. How are your children and wife?"

"Good, family," I ignored the pulsating her red lips moved with lust, I hadn't even noticed the food as my blood ran to my southern region.

The screen door opened and instantaneously seas had parted and in came my three month new born, Lilly, and her father. I stood up like nothing happened and sniffed the high away as I reached to grab my baby. Lilly puckered her lips for a kiss and I met her halfway, nodding at her weak father who was always excited to see money and drugs—I mean...me.

"Son-Son," I pecked his lips as he slept. A smile crept upon both of our faces as we all sat at the dining table. As always, we enjoyed each other's company, I had known Lilly all of our adult lives and with that came knowing families.

We left and went to Lilly's home and I knew not to get comfortable. It was levels to everything and I knew Toni would be on a plane, train, or drive to New Orleans. I would be there for my child no matter what, I just wasn't ready to tell my wife yet.

"Lay back and act normal for once," she had put our sleeping son up in his bassinet as we sat on the relaxed lounge chair.

She pulled me from my pants and took a line off of the length of me. I threw my head back in bliss, already still high from earlier as she began to blow me like a whistle. Too enthralled to fight, she hopped on top of me riding me wildly, up and down with force that caused the furniture to move with each drop.

"Fuck, I missed this dick, daddy!"

"Missed you, baby," I mumbled as I felt that coil in my lowest stomach heat and then spiral out of me. I grabbed her body, forcing her onto the entire length, giving it to her how I liked it.

"Mhm, you sure did miss me huh?"

She jiggled her ass some more, taking me like a soldier. We got high some more and fucked, that's all we did when we were together, that's how the baby happened.

"Maybe," I said as I dressed to leave for Dallas. I took three knots of cash from my pocket and placed it in her drawer, she looked at me with heart eyes and wanted to get on her knees again.

I promised we were past the transactional stage as I knew Lilly would do anything for me. Before the baby she was taken care of, now that she has brought a part of us into the physical, my respect for her has heightened.

"Be safe, baby, I'll see you soon," she kissed me and I kissed my baby's soft curls until later this week.

I had drove the entire five hours back sober and dressed business casual as if the last day hadn't taken place.

My children swarmed me as soon as I reached the threshold, no matter how long I was gone for, they always made me feel loved each and every time I came back.

"How was work, Doni?" Page grabbed my hand, holding her doll in the other as Toni walked down the spiral staircase.

"Doni didn't go to work today," Toni got in front of us. I closed my eyes and opened them to Minnie's glare and confusion from Page.