𝘑𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘴

𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 13: 𝘉𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘜𝘱

Being in this position was all I ever wanted. Him finally confessing he has feelings for me and I finally have the man of my dreams to be able to call me his. Sadly, he did it at the wrong time. I'm in a happy relationship with an amazing man but I'm still in love with Zion. I just can't say it when I'm trying my best to fall in love with Crawford.

*he turns you around*
Zion: yes you can ma tell me you want to be with me and not with him
*he slowly leans in*
Zion: tell me
Y/N: I don't know
Zion: then maybe this can help you
*he passionately kisses you & soon you hear someone saying your name*
...: Y/N!
*you pulled away*
Y/N: I have to go
*he grabs your hand*
Zion: you don't have to go let them keep looking tell me you want me
Y/N: I can't Zion I just can't

I ran out of the studio with him yelling my name. I turned a corner to try to release the rest of my tears. I wanted to turn around and run back to him and just never leave his sight but I can't. I went to the bathroom to get cleaned up.

2 years later.

It's been 2 years since Zion finally confessed. It's been 2 years since Zion and I have been acting like we aren't friends. It's been 2 years since I've dating someone who I'm not in love with. I still hang out with Zion and the guys but it's hard when I see him taking girls up to his room when they have parties or gatherings. We act like we don't even see each other and that's what's hurting me.

Anyways I'm currently in the airport to fly out to New York for tour. I'm going on tour with PRETTYMUCH. I mean they're my opener. So this should be fun.

...: Y/N!
*you looked around to see the guys coming*
Y/N: oh hey guys!
*you hugged them*
Edwin: so you ready for tour?!
Y/N: I'm guessing you're excited
Nick: we all are but we're tired it's still early
Edwin: nah it's only 6 in the morning
Y/N: yeah only 6 in the morning
*Brandon sits next to you & lays his head on your shoulder*
Brandon: I should be used to waking up at this time but our party kept going since 4 in the morning
Y/N: aww poor B
Austin: what about us?
Y/N: whose idea was it to have a party?
*he mumbles*
Austin: us except Brandon
Y/N: exactly
Nick: you're definitely the mom of the group
Y/N: well considering I'm the only girl in this group I got to be the mom

Zion and I just looked at each other but quickly looked away. I hate that we're not in good terms. This is the longest we've gone without talking to each other. I really hate this.

2 months later.

It's been  months since we started tour and still no words between Zion and I. I mean we did have a few words, here and there but nothing that requires a heart to heart conversation. It's really hard to have a conversation with him when we're in two different buses. I share mine with Austin and Brandon.

Being on the road had me thinking a lot about my situation with Zion. I've been wanting to break up with Crawford for the past few weeks but I don't want to do it over text or over the phone so I planned on waiting until we're in his hometown since he has a family event he needs to be at and he wants me to go with him. So let's see how that goes.

A few minutes later.

I was bored in my bus so I decided to go for a walk around Missouri. By the end of tonight, we'll be going to a different state. I put on a basic outfit and went to see if the guys were down to go with me. I grabbed my things and went to the N.E.Z bus. There was some of our fans outside waiting for us to come out. Before I went in, I talked to a few, took pictures with them and signed a few things.