sheo <3 fanfiction

Chapter 1 insurgent

Shailenes pov

Okay so this is the day when 

Theo and i  are going to film the  love scene in Insurgent where Four aka Tobias has sex with Tris  . To be honest i am pretty shy  but in Theo's eyes i see something that i dont often see . determination? No cant be . maybe happiness ? i dont know what it is but i am staring too long at him. our eyes meet for a second and then his eyes drift of back to Zoe that he was talking to . 

As i turn around ,in the corner of my eyes i can see them hug and then he walks of towards me . towards me ?!?! MY eyes widen a little while i walk toward the  table with food on it. His arm leans over towards me and lands on my shoulder and i turn around . 

I feel like i am shaking as his muscular arms go tight around my arms i just hope so badly that he will not notice .

"Hi ," he says 

"hi ."

"Are you okay ?" he questions slowly his rough hands tough my chin  .  Will he kiss me ? No probably not he has a girlfriend of course he wouldnt do something like that . A feeling of sadness drives through my heart like a roller coaster. 

"hey shai , look at me please ," he whispers softly  . I turn my face and stare into his deep brown chocolate eyes . His eyes look so peaceful and calm . I open  my mouth but no words come out . His large heavy arms  wrap up around me that it is hard to breath . There is no space between us. I slowly rest my head against him so that i can feel his heart  beat . His is really slow and i bet mine is beating as fast as if i just ran a marathon but i dont care because i know that for as long i am in his arms i am safe .

 "im fine but im just ,"  and i get intrupted by him pulling back from the hug and he runs away to someone who screams his name i look to the side and i see her standing there. Ruth .

Theo reaches hershegives him kisses all over his face and he murmurs something that sounds like i love you but i cant tell .pain clutches my heart . Tears well up in my eyes and i sprint rapidly into the toilets. I stare at my self in the mirror with hot tears dripping from my smooth face . My self that is broken . Broken into pieces like a mirror . it can never be fixed.

I can hear noises outside so i lean against the bathroom door so i can hear better . I hear  Theo's voice . 

"were is shailene ?"

i hear a couple of i dont knows and i slide to the floor .  I cuddle to my knees and put my soaking face into my hands .Someone tries to enter the bathroom but they cant get in because im on their way . Then someone kicks the door hard . And then again . 

I quickly move out of the way so i dont get hit and hide behind the door when it will open . He kicks again and the door slams my face . I dont let out any sign of pain and breath in so he cant hear me . Warm liquid flows down my lips from my nose . I slowly reach out my hand and touch my nose . When i pull my hand back down carefully i see blood. Dark blood . My whole hand painted with blood.

The door creaks  and i hear footsteps towards the toilet.

"Shailene Diann Woodley , WERE ARE YOU?!" i can now hear anger in his voice what if he will hurt me ?  ? I let that thought sink in . 

He then walks out . I sigh in relief . The door opens again and i see myself standing there in front of Theo . His eyes look terrifying . 

" WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE DOING ?! WHERE WERE YOU ? IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU FOR THE LAST TEN MINUETS !"

I let out a quiet sob and think of my explanation.

"well you didnt notice that i went to the toilet  because you was too busy talking to Ruth," i exclaim a little bit louder than i was meant to . He sighs heavily and keeps his hurt eyes on me but i refuse to look back at them and stare at the floor. 

"Why are you covered up with blood and have tear stains all under your eyes?" he finally questions i thought he would ask about that before but he was too busy yelling at me . Tears start to run down my face as the mix up with blood making my face even more wet .

"it dosnt really matter to you because all you are doing right now is yelling at me and it is none of your buisness ," i say harshly  i walk out of the bathroom and everybody stares at me including Ruth . She probably hopes that Theo beat me up . Well that is kind of true . I then go back to the bathroom to clean myself up but i dont want to see Theo again but i dont have any other option.

I walk back there but i dont say anything to him and try to ignore the sad look in his eyes. I lean over the sink and wash my face until the water is pink and i clean.When i turn around we stand just inches apart ,both of his hands holding my small face . ..

A/N

hi so this is the first chapter i hope that you have enjoyed it tell me what you think down in the comments below ! love Oliwia <3