"mija get ready for school" my mom yells fuck. school is the last place i wanna be right now. i just put some leggings on and an oversized tee and my nike blazers. i get my make-up done and head down stairs. "hermano get ready" i say to my brother. he hates my friends even though there in his grade but he always hangs out with the football players.i have to take my brother to school since my mom has to work.
"you ready?" i ask him. he nods we get in the car an i start driving. i talk to him about high school a little bit till we got there. i went to find jamal before class started
"hey jamal" i walked up to him "uh no don't hey jamal me" he replys
"the fucks up with you"i ask "oh so your not gona tell me you boned oscar" he looked at me.
"cuando carajo me folle a oscar" i asked him "yesterday" he said "who said i did" i asked
"monse" he said "okay i'll be right back" i told him. a bitch botta get slapped
"hey monse" i say to her "hi lucianna" she replys. i punched her in the face. "don't you ever tell people i boned oscar" i yelled "that's what ceaser told me" she said
great now i gotta kick his ass too. i find ceaser and i go up to him "so why the fuck are you telling people i fucked oscar"
"well didn't you" he askes "fuck no why would i want to i hate him so much" i told him "well thats not what spooky said" ceaser told me "what did spooky say" i step closer to him
"he said that yall smashed last night" he told me "WHAT" i yell. "and he claimed you"
i'm so mad right now i get into my car and leave. i don't even care if it's my first day i did not want to start of my school year. i drove over to oscars place, of course he was outside.
"oscar what the fuck" i yell getting out of my car '"what hermana". he says "so apperently we smashed last night, any idea got around, spooky?"i push him "you need to calm down"he tells me "no me digas que me calme"i get in his face "luci" he says "why" i ask
"why what" he asked "why did you tell people we did that when yk we didn't" i ask "because some putas wanted you so i had to claim what's mine" he said stepping closer
"i'm not yours spooky" i said to him "you had that chance but you blew it" i told him "when did i have that chance huh" he rasies his voice and steps closer "before you went to jail, after you got out" i tell him
"when i got out you were a complete asshole to me"he says "because all you wanted to do was smash or that night you got out of jail, you called me names and slut shamed me and told me nobody will ever love me " i yell at him
"but i get it, you think your the shit now spooky" i say to him "what the fuck was i supposed to do you were kissing a guy you don't even know" spooky yelled "you fuck ever girl you don't know" i continue yelling
"because the girl i want won't go down on me" he says "fuck you spooky" i say and i go into my car and punch the steering wheel. i look over at him and he's looking at me
i drive home because there was no way i was going back to school
i just sit on my bed and cry till i fall asleep.
