Midnight Snack [SeroRoki]

•Give in.•

-Shoto's POV-
Yesterday I couldn't stop these weird thoughts going through my head. I really really wanted to kiss Han. Ugh I'm such a terrible friend how could I keep thinking about that, and I had also said something that came out dirty even though I didn't mean it that way it was pretty much all that I could think about after I said it. Which is why when I wanted to hold his hand I backed off and decided not to but he tapped my hand so he could hold my hand. We fell asleep soon after that. When I woke back up I was face to face with Han, in his bed. I had felt him touching my lips and then I woke up but he had started touching my jaw after I opened my eyes. I saw that he was staring at my lips. Why was he staring at my lips? I wasn't sure but that made me start to stare at his lips. Kiss me. Kiss me, Han. Then I felt him get closer nuzzling into my chest. I stayed up for a little bit thinking about what would have happened even though he didn't kiss me. If I were to have kissed him what would have happened? Would he kiss me back? Would he get pissed off and push me away? But I eventually fell asleep.

When I woke up I had Han in my arms. God if I could wake up to this every day for the rest of my life I'd die a happy man. I started playing with his hair, he woke up a little after I started. "Oh did I wake you up? I'm sorry if I did." I said removing my hand.

"No Sho it's all good I uh- have been up for like thirty minutes. I kinda have to pee." He said while hiding his face, but I quickly let go of him so he could go. "Oh my god you should have woke me up Han I would have let you go-" "I know Sho, but I was warm." Han said while getting up then ran to the bathroom. He's so silly.

He got back a couple of minutes later. "Sorry Sho I should have just woke you up" He said, holding his hand to his face while standing at the side of his bed.

"Well do you want to come back to bed?" I said, holding my arms open slightly trying not to be too needy. He launched himself into my arm and wrapped his arms around my waist. He looked up at me and I felt like kissing him again.

I looked at his lips and thought about how I could get him to kiss me. Finally I thought of it, if not a kiss it will still make him think about it- The triangle method. I decided I just- really wanted him to kiss me right then, so I started doing it. After thirty seconds it seemed like he caught on and started getting closer and he wrapped his arms around the back of my neck but stopped to where our lips were only inches apart.

He looked me in the eyes and i looked him in the eyes then he spoke, "Sho- are you trying the triangle method on me?" He said, smirking at me. Fuck I can't hold this back forever. "What if I am? Would you.. give in?" I said with that desperate look on my face. I get this desperate look when I think about how I want so much more than to just be friends. "What?" He said to which I replied, "I said would you give in, and kiss me?" That last part I couldn't hold back anymore. "You want me to?" He said seriously.

I don't know how much longer I can hold this back, but I think that we need to talk about this. Even if it is one-sided, I need him and if he doesn't want that, that is fine but I need to get this off of my chest.

For some reason I can't right now.

"Maybe we should go get breakfast and you feed the animals?" I said backing away from him and crawling over him to get out of the bed.

However he grabbed my wrist as I was trying to walk away and pulled me back toward him sitting me back down on the bed. I kept looking down as I was holding back tears. He pulled my chin to look at him in his eyes.

"We can go eat if you want but the animals have already been fed, but we need to talk about what just happened." He said seriously. "I- no Han it's stupid-" "No I'll tell you what's stupid every time we have talked recently you get this very specific look in your eyes like you're begging for 'more' but what is that 'more'. Its stupid because I can't figure it out and it pisses me off that I can't." That took me by surprise but for some reason it made me tell him everything, "God Han! Are you so oblivious that you can't tell that what I want with you is a relationship, not just a friendship-"

Oh fuck.

"You- you want to be in a relationship, that's the 'more'?" "Just ignore I said that- fuck I don't want to end up not being even at the least friends." I said as I started tearing up.

"I want 'more' too Sho." he said, grabbing my face in his hands.

"You do?" "Yes." He said and started touching my bottom lip. "Oh my god just kiss me before I do it for you." This surprised him a little but rather than kissing me he started smirking and I could tell he was waiting for me to kiss him.

After a couple of seconds I wrapped my arms behind his neck as I went in to kiss him. It was magical, his arms were holding my waist as I ran my fingers through his hair. The kiss turned into us making out in seconds. After a couple of minutes it was starting to get hard to breathe so I pulled away my hands still in his hair.

But the next thing I knew he practically tackled me. My head was hanging back before being pushed backwards but now he was holding my jaw back and kissing my jaw and neck.

As things were getting more heated the door burst open and in ran Remi. Han and I were staring at her then Han said, "Damn Remi- didn't think you would ever cock-block me but here we are." He had this silly sad look on his face that made me laugh. I pulled him back in for a quick kiss. "We'll continue later, come on get up I'm hungry." I said with a smile. "LATER!?- Sho you're gonna have me acting like a fool." He said getting up so we could go get something to eat.

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AHHH I DON'T FULLY KNOW WHERE TO GO FEOM HERE- but trust. I have plans so even if I finish this soon it will not be my only work😉🤭

Ew the emojis grossed me out 😭😭