Since forgiving Paul I've spent quite a lot of time with him. I've ridden on his back to go to different places he'd want to show me or take me.
I know that he is fighting with himself to not make a face or be disgusted with the smell of the Cullens on me so I do my best to change into clothes that don't smell like them. Or I hope doesn't smell like them.
I've met some of the others that have shifted and they are like a second family to me. they know my story so they understand why I'm with the Cullens. When Paul first learned it he felt like shit. but I told him I understood his shifter side wanting to do what he's meant to do by harming or killing any vampire.
My family has slowly gotten used to the fact I smell like Paul and that I talk about him a lot.
they have also noticed how I am much more happier which Jasper told me it helps him out greatly and that when everyone else is having crazy emotions or something that bothers him he manages to ignore them and just focus on my happy and in love emotions.
When Paul and I was intimate for the first time we were at his little home and it felt so damn wonderful. he took my innocents and showed me just what I pictured the moment to be if not way better.
Right now am at school dealing with nosarella and eddy dumbshow casing their relationship since she snooped around to find out what the Cullens are. Which sadly means I'll have to see her a whole lot more then I'd like.
"We are gonna meet her today since Edward is gonna be bringing her home to meet everyone" Alice says all excited.
"Alice don't let your ability make you so gullible or anything with her. she's put you all at risk knowing about what you all are. and with her not being of importantance will be just grand news to the Volturi when they find out." I say
"they welcomed you" she says
"cause they know my story and they know you all never exposed your true identity to me like Eddy dumb did with dumb ass" I say
She huffed while looking down.
"she's right Alice" Rose says
"just give her a chance" she tries
"Not in this life time or the next" I tell her
Alice slumped back knowing I'd not ever be nice to Isadipshit. and that no matter how much she'd try to push and push her on to me she and I will never be friends.
"another thing and this is fair warning. don't ever try to force her on to me ever again and don't claim I've done anything for her. cause if you do you and I will have a very very long discussion and I will not be held accountable for my actions" I say
"your my sister" she says
"I know and you're mine. but I will not excuse your foracble behavior when it comes to that fuck head that Eddy dumb is "in love" with " I tell her
she nodded her head
after school I headed home to do my homework before I was called down.
I slowly and reluctantly made my way down right when Rose broke the glass bowl.
I stopped at the window watching the scene unfold before me before Alice came bouncing in as if she were a ballerina and made the "you do smell good" comment.
When Eddy dumb and stupid walked over Eddy went to speak.
"lets save the introduction. I hate you can't stand you . wont have anything to do with you. so fuck off and eat shit" I say
Bella looked at me with her jaw dropped while Eddy dumb glared at me.
"feel froggy eddy dumb. jump, I will slapp the look off your face with a hard back book" I say
he shook his head before walking off with stupid.
"you need to be nicer to her. she's our guest" Carlisle says
"I will never be nice to that child who is putting my family in danger cause she cant keep her fugly mugg in her own damn business." I say
when nothing else was said I told them bye before I let heading to Paul's.
