"so what you all are just gonna abandon me. forget I fucking exist 'cause the stupid motherfucking dipshit that ISNT a mate decides to be very desperate and fucking purposely cut her finger?" I asked
"she could've been hurt" Edward says
"you shut the fuck up Im so sick of you trying to over rule Carlisle and him allowing it cause you use your fucking ability to your pleasure. if anyone should or needs to leave its you. Not Jasper or anyone But you" I say
"He almost attacked her" Edward says
"No the fuck he didn't dipshit. I fucking helped keep that piece of shit human alive cause I overloaded my southern brother with my emotions blocking all other emotions out so that when the no good waste of human life purposely cut herself out of desperation. he'd not relapse which by the way..." I trail before I picked up something heavy and hard before I Smacked Edward so fucking hard his face cracked.
"you ever make my Southen brother relapse cause your fucking piece of shit blood singer and I'll rip your fucking head off, if not ignite your ass in a huge fire pit. he has come so far in control his bloodlust hunger. only tor your so called girlfriend to try and fuck it up." I say
Edward looked at me.
"I'm sorry" he says
"Yea you are but not the sorry you're claiming to be" I say as I sat the object down and looked at who I thought was my family.
"I'm not leaving you, you've helped the major and me so much. I'm not about to abandon you or make you feel like you have no one apart from Paul and the wolf pack" Jasper says
"thank you" I say
he inclined his head.
"I'm sorry Valerie but Edward is right. Jasper nearly hurt the girl" Carlisle says
I shook my head.
"fine. all over you but my southern brother can go to hell and rott. I will not need you nor will my child. we have Jasper and the wolf pack. you all can just go to hell" I say
I went up and got what was left of my things since earlier today I had started moving out while they all were out hunting.
When I carried what was left down to my car they all looked at me.
"you're pregnant?" Rose asked
"oh so you all are blind and deaf. damn that must be something new for vampire. I mean they are supposed to have amazing sight and incredible hearing. yet you cant see nor hear." I say
"Val"
I looked at Jasper
"yeah?" I asked
"I'm not abandoning you just gonna visit Peter and Charlotte then I'll come back ok" he says
"its ok if you don't. I'll be fine" I say holding back the tears knowing he can still feel the pain and heartache.
I got in my car and left leaving who I thought was my family that loved me behind and not once did I look back.
when I got to my new home Paul walked out and carried my stuff inside before he pulled me to him and comforted me as I cried and told him what all had happened.
"you don't need them. you have me and the guys" he says
I nodded my head while sniffling.
"I lost them because of a no good piece of shit human," I say
He kissed my forehead and held me close.
"I know baby" he says as he rubbed my back and holds me close.
