Here for each other ~ Jonadar

Chapter 4

Daryl Gurney's Point of View

14th November 2023

First of all, I'm not in the Grand Slam, so I can stay with Nathan all these days. Second of all, Josh doesn't have to play today, so that's great. And since Nathan got beaten yestersay, he is out of the tournament. Which is probably also best, seeing how sick he got all of a sudden. I held Nathan's hand, and Josh was leaning on my shoulder. Josh got mad yesterday when he found out that I love both him and Nathan, but he seems to be alright and understanding about it today. I looked over at him. He looked like he wanted to say something, but was keeping himself from doing so. I wrapped an arm around his shoulders and smiled at him. "What's up?" I asked. "I was thinking, maybe this can actually work out." he said as we locked eyes. "What can work out?" I asked with a confused tone, but still smiling. "Me, you and Nathan." Josh replied. It took me a good minute to realise what he meant. "Like as a threesome?" I asked being unsure if that was what he actually meant. He nodded and looked over at Nathan. "And you're alright with that?" I asked feeling a slight bit confused. "I do kinda love Nathan too, so it's up to you and him." Josh answered. "I'm fresh to give it a shot, but I don't know of Nathan is." I said. We sat in silence for a while. "Sure." Nathan whispered. Shit that startled me! I thought he was asleep. "Wait so... we're a threesome now?" I asked to be completely sure. "I suppose so." Josh replied. I quickly kissed Josh on the lips and then Nathan on the forehead, this is going to be amazing. I wonder how long it's going to last. Hopefully forever, but it's doubtful after what happened yesterday. I removed my hand from Nathan's, and before I could do anything, Josh held his hand. Nathan smiled weakly. Hopefully he feels better soon. My eyes felt heavy all of a sudden, and they slowly closed. 

He pinned me against the wall and continued to kiss me. Something in me is telling me that this is wrong, but I still love it. I kissed him back. He let go of my wrists and wrapped his arms around my waist. I proceeded to wrap mine around his neck. He pulled away and started kissing my neck instead. Suddenly something in me needed to get away, this doesn't feel right. "G- Gezzy... stop." I stuttered out. He pulled away and looked at me with a confused expression. "What?" he asked. "Can we do this another time?" I asked hoping he'd just allow me to. "Okay... but why?" Gerwyn asked. "I just feel a bit used up right now, I think I need a break." I replied. "Alright, that's fine." Gezzy said quickly patting my shoulder. I was relieved that he understood, I don't think I would be able to handle much more than that right now.