Is this a Dream2?

Chapter 10

A/N: Sorry for the long-awaited chapter but I finally got my computer back and I'm so happy. Thank you for reading it really means a lot to me. Now on with the story. 

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Rose's POV

A week went by since the night Chris and I talked. I really miss him, but he was being weird with me on stage the last few shows. He wouldn't touch me or even look me in the eyes as we performed his song. I loved singing and I love sing with Chris but I knew something was bothering him. But me being who I am ignored it. I wanted to tell him that he wasn't the only one who felt this way.

"Rose is everything okay with you and Chris?" Asked AJ.

AJ. My smart and funny nephew. Mister cool and out going asked me if I was okay. For the first time in a long time I looked at him and didn't have an answer to give him. I wanted to tell him I was okay but I knew deep down inside I was far from being okay. But I wasn't slipping back into who I used to be.

"I'm not really okay AJ. But I'll be back to normal sooner or later. Just let me figure things out on my own," I told him.

"Aunty what about you and Chris? Do you still love him? Was that why you were crying the other night?" AJ asked me again.

I sighed and said, "I do love him. But I'm scared to let myself love him because what happened in the past."

"But that was then and you need to think about now Aunty. What are you going to do?" AJ asked me.

I smiled and said, "Just be myself and wait until Chris comes to me and talks to me about our past relationship with one another. I'll fine AJ. I might be hurting inside but I'll be okay. After all it was my fault that we broke up. If I was more honest and truthful with Chris none of that would have happened."

"Aunty you cannot blame yourself for what uncle did." AJ told me.

I knew he could see right through me and knew that I had blamed myself for what happened before Chris, and I split up. I should have kept my mouth shut and hoped that AJ wouldn't catch on to what was happening to me back then. 

"I know AJ. But it's hard to break old habits." I told him.

"Auntie you know that you didn't do anything wrong. I know you and Uncle Ash have been talking but what does that matter. If Chris is jealous then let him be. You know who you love, and you can't help who we fall in love with. Am I right or wrong?" AJ said to me.

I knew that he was right. Looking at my nephew now I can see how much he has grown over the years. He was wise beyond his years at time and then there were times where he was his goofy teenage self. I love that about him. Not that he was my brother's child. 

"I'll think about it AJ. For now, let's just get ready to rock the stage tonight." I told him.

AJ walked away and I sat on the bus alone and looked at myself in the mirror and decided to get ready for the show that'll be happening in a few hours.

We were all set up for the meet and greet when I felt arms wrap around me and said, "Hey there baby doll."

I turned around and hugged Ash. I couldn't believe that he was here tonight to see me play. I smiled and said, "Who let you in early?" 

"I give you one guess who did?" Ash told me as he removed his arms from me. 

I looked at him and noticed that he looked good. I laughed and said, "AJ let you in, didn't he?"

"Bingo! So where is the rest of your band?" Ash asked me.

I looked around and glanced down at my watched and saw that it was still early for the meet and greet and said, "Not here yet. They might be with Andy and the guys or bugging Chris and the rest of motionless."

I saw Ash go stiff when I said Andy and the rest of BVB and even slightly upset when I said motionless and the guys. I sighed and said, "Ash give them time. They all were hurt when you didn't want help and left us. I'm glad you're doing better but guess what, I think a change of pace was all you needed."

"I know you're right. I left because I needed to. I feel better and I'm working on getting better. I brought you something. It's a demo I made. I hope you love it and tell me what you think about it because you know I still do my music; you didn't tell the guys. did you?"

I smiled and took the case that held the CD and said, "Nope. Anyways -"

"Rose we need you-" said CC when he stopped and saw Ash. I walked away and over to CC and said, "Talk to him."

"Ash, I got to go and get ready for sound check. Why don't you and CC talk while I'm on stage."

Chris's POV

It's been a long week and days that have went by since the night me and Rose tried to talk but it was way too soon. We both knew that it was useless to try and talk. Onstage I haven't touched her during the songs and some of the fans started to notice that. I sighed and got off from stage to go and find her when I her talking to someone. I looked into the meet and greeted and saw someone I didn't expect to see. 

Purdy boy was there his arms around her waist while they hugged, and I noticed that she pulled away from the hug but still stood too close for my liking. I sighed and backed away from the entrance. 

 "Anyone seen Rose?" I asked.

CC looked up at me and said, "I'll go find her. Why don't you just relax a little. This is the last concert for the first half of the tour. We'll be on break soon."

I knew he was right. We would be going our separate ways for a few days and then meet up at the next venue.

"I'll relax once Purdy boy leaves," I said under my breath. I then picked up my cell and called Devin A.K.A Ghost for help.