brothers or boyfriends | Bts ff

chapter 21

Jungkook's pov

Our teacher didn't come to school today and so we're just sitting here talking and playing games on our phones, some people are even at the back doing tiktoks, haha... This school is the best, I can't believe I'll soon leave the school and go to uni

Y/N

I have so many memories in this school

Y/N

If I should go to uni I'll be sad, very sad but

Y/N

Fuck, why can't I just forget her for once, why do I always think about her

Y/N

Y/N

Y/N

I stood up and left the class without looking at her, I need to clear my head, I need fresh air

MEANWHILE...

Namjoon's pov

I just took a shower, now I'm laying on my bed reading a book

I sighed, this is probably the ninth time I'm sighing today.... Because I-i just can't stop thinking about y/n, her smile, her features, her cuteness, everything about her is just so... Attractive, like whenever I look at her I just can't look away, I know I shouldn't be having these thoughts but... It ain't my fault, I want her, I want her to be mine

I think I realized my feelings on the first I saw her, she was just so beautiful. I tried to play it cool and just shrug off those feelings but the more I tried to do that, the stronger my feelings grew

Taehyung's pov

Y/n

Y/n

Y/n

Like can't I fucking think of anything else, aish

She's your damn sister Kim Taehyung, stop thinking about her like that. I sighed, I was disappointed in myself but I can't deny it anymore... I'm NOT denying it anymore, i see y/n as something more than my sister, I want her

So bad

I can't see myself with any other girl, I feel like my love for her grows each day, just by every little thing she does, every cute action she displays, the way she pouts whenever she's sad and the way she claps with her hands when she's laughing ( if you have any of these habits, you are cute... According to my grandma🥲,I guess I'm not cute then¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯)

A smile appeared on my lips, I always have a smile on my face whenever I think about her... Just the mention of her name makes me smile

I sighed... Again

I need y/n

Jimin's pov

I just blocked all my girlfriends after breaking up with them, suddenly I don't want be with any other girl again, suddenly I don't think even have an other girl again

For sometime I was thinking that maybe I'm gay but no I realized what I didn't want to accept, what I told myself not to accept... I love y/n... I love my sister

And right now, in my heart there's no space for any other woman but her

I blushed remembering the time we played truth or dare, she gave me a hickey and I did too, I was literally freaking out but I just played it off cool and charming as usual.... Because I'm Kim fucking Jimin, girls are nervous for me not the other way around

Hobi's pov

I'm just here... In our pool... Drinking my sprite, my dream is to become CEO of sprite company someday

I love many things that aren't sprite though, things like hamburger, y/n, dancing, judging my brothers, y/n, rapping, dying my hair, brown color, y/n, laughing, y/n, y/n, Y/N, Y/N, Y/N

What the hell is wrong with meeee, why can't I just stop, stop stop, I can't like her

Her smile, her voice, her eyes, her features.... Every damn thing about that girl is all I can think about these days, I just want to hug her tight and just keep her in my embrace forever... Just love her and care for her

It's actually has been the first day I saw her that I instantly fell in love with her, that day I and the boys saw her descending from the stairs like an angel, I don't think I had ever seen someone more beautiful than her, she looked so pretty... Like a princess... My princess

Aish what am I thinking

Think about sprite, think about hamburger.... And sprite

Jin's pov

Wait how old is y/n... 19 and I'm 25 , hmm there's not that much age difference between us, I don't know why but I have been thinking about y/n these past few days

I like her a lot, I love her.... I can't deny that, but isn't love a small word to use. Fuck I'm obsessed, I think about her all the time, this has been going on for weeks now, I try my best to act cool and un bothered around her but every single smile she flashes at me, even the slightest brush of her hand against mine, everything make my heart go crazy

She has a huge effect on me, like I can't even think about a thing without y/n coming into my mind

Yoongi's pov

It's really simple, I like her alot and I want her so bad and.... I'll have her

Consequences? Haha, do I look like I care?