Professor Jeon &....

Texting

On my way back home. My heart ached more than anything. What kind of friend am I? Are friends supposed to hide secrets from each other? I lied about Mr Jeon. Why didn't I tell him that I liked our professor?

I lied to him.

I will tell him but I am afraid that it might change things how they are. They say that it's just a matter of time to forget things. It's not. Pain and love both can't be taken for granted. If I tell him the truth I will suffer to see him sad. I will suffer the either way, not telling him the truth.

I really do not expect anything from Mr Jeon. Why would he even fall in love with me? I'm not even pretty. I'm just like every common girl walking on the street. Mr Jeon won't have such low standards to have me a clumpsy dumbass as his girlfriend right? I'm feeling so weird right now getting Goosebumps. I am not even the topper. I'm terrible at the subject which he teaches, I don't pay attention in his class, I barely ask any doubts, I don't give my best and I don't care about him calling my parents for 'The Parent Teachers Meeting' the most awful hour of every student. Let's leave that for now and focus on Mr Jeon instead.

Gosh! I'm out of breath now getting out one thousand and one reasons for Mr Jeon not to date me. Also, trust me on this that there is no way out of the situation I am in. I can't look back now. I have to keep moving forward. Let's trick him.

I went back home. Kept my bags, took a shower and was ready for messaging him. My fingers were trembling as I checked out his account. He had not post anything. What am I even expecting this jerk to post huh?

I followed him, it was quite surprising to know that this introverted person's account was public. He was public. Oh shit my brain!

I opened the messaging space and what to text? Should I go like "Hey Mr jerk? I know you are interested in me...." Or "I also have feelings for you, you know?" or "I didn't understand what you taught me today." Or "I LoVe YoU BaBe MY HOT PROFESSOR!"

Let's get over this now. I just ended up texting "Hi there. This is Y/n." short and precise. You know I'm always to the point. Wait...he is online! NO WAY!! Why am I so happy? He just read my text and I waited. He texted back "Hi! Are you okay?" now in which tone was he asking me this question. Or am I just overthinking. Am I okay texting him or am I okay after what happened with Jimin in the corridor.

This man! He gets me to think a lot. "I'm good. I wanted to ask if you are comfortable talking here."

"Yeah. No problem from my side. Anyways I don't text much people." Which means he is still not sure if I am okay with this or not and he doesn't text much people means that he is single. "Good to know." Why did I say this?

Am I happy to know if he is single? Single my butt, I'll be your chatting partner soon.

Hey guys! I won't be publishing any more fanfictions of bts as I am not an army anymore I understand it won't be fair to leave you all in suspense but I love you all thanks for your support! I will always be with you guys and you may read my other completed fan fictions.