California and Texas

I had only loved you

And yet it wasn't enough

I gave you everything

And you took it for granted

I fell for you before I even known you

I fell first

And the moment you fellt you got scared

Cause you loved me more then you ever loved someone

And that,that scared you because for the first time

You weren't in controll

And because of that you hide it deep in you

You fell so hard for me ,yet it wasn't enough

Why?Because,because

You got scared like a coward ,like a loser

And that was the moment where u lost us

Because of your ego,you egocentric manipulating narssisitic scumbbag ,

I would've gave u anything and everything

I would've killed for you,I did kill for you

And u said you would do the same

Just for you too say that it was a lie that you

Loved me as a friend and not as in

i want too marry you,die for you,

Yet u did say all those things,,<<marry me,have my babies,our family will be so beautiful,i would kill and die only for you mi amore,i love you,my dream girl>>

For what? All to be only a lie?

All those people who said <<He is so in love with you dear,u can see it in his eyes>>

For you to say it was fake?That it was for fun,for rebound,for your father?

Keep telling yourself that,but when you will finally realise

You do love me,you were inlove with me,

It will be too late

Because you broke me to many times,

And I came back every single time thinking you changed

Only for you too leave me again after some days .

But this time I won't

Because I would rather love you than miss you again and again