I can't lose you again.

Chapter 4

This was going to be an AMAZING night...

Eren's point of view.

Jean. He looked amazing... And he was such a gentlemen. Fuck. I think I am starting to fall for him... I think I am.. I mean. Look at his blond hair.. His undercut. Those attractive, Amber eyes. Damn. He was so beautiful.. And he was sweet. I loved every single part of it...

"Hey, Eren? Are you okay? You have been staring at me for a while now..." Jean brought me out of my thinking bubble, bursting me back into reality.

I blinked a couple of times, looking at the worry that was gleaming in his amber eyes, before I nodded my head. "Yeah yeah! I'm sorry! I was just lost in thought..." I trailed off, scratching the back of my neck.

Jean paused, before nodding a bit, and smiling. "Alright.. I was just worried about you. That is all."

I nodded my head, before we both walked through the parking lot, we were holding hands, like a cute gay couple that we could end up being. Not many people were here, surprisingly. It was a Friday night, and this was a pretty big amusement park... There were rollar coasters everywhere, and they were NOT just those kiddie ones, that have one bump, you go around three times, and then you are done. Get off. No. These were the big league. Loops everywhere, sudden drops, sharp turns, no floors, heart loops, high speeds, every thing in a teenagers dream coaster.

Jean stopped, and looked at me, and smiled. "We are going to have a great time tonight... I hope you are not afraid of these rollarcoasters..." He says softly, giving my hand a squeeze.

A blush tinted my olive cheeks, before I nodded slightly. "I'm not afraid.. I just need some time to recover from some of these." I tease softly, nudging the other male with my elebow.

Jean winks at me, and nods his head. "There is also a waterpark here... It's a big water park too.. I'll buy you a suit." He offered like a gentlemen. I nodded my head, smiling a huge, cheesy grin. I was smiling like an idiot.

"Thank you for everything Jean.. I really appreciate all of this.." I say with gratitude as we walk through the entrance way.

The guard gave us a dirty look for us acting like a gay couple, but did we really care about anything right now? No. We just wanted to have a great time tonight.

Jean let go of my hand, his eyes wide as he stops and stares at all the coasters.
"Wow... Those are really big..." He said, and I let out a chuckle.

"What are you? A big chicken? Now come on! These coasters aren't going to ride themselves!" I chuckled, before I froze, and blushed as I heard Jean mutter, "you can ride me instead."

I walked up to Jean, playfully slapping him. "Jean! Don't be naughty!!" I said, chuckling as he rubbed his arm. I took his hand, as we walked up to the first coaster, called "the destroyer." We stepped up the tall stairs, before he walked to the front of the coaster.

"Jeeeaaan..." I whined softly, "can we sit more in the back...?" I asked, tilting my head to the side.

Jean shook his head, before he pushed my on the front of the coaster. I sat down, sighing softly, as the bars locked us in. Jean look at me, I looked at Jean, and smiled. The coaster started to run, before it blasted off. 0 to 60 MPH, we were off in a flash. It suddenly stopped, before we went up the hill. It was huge and steep. It suddenly stopped once again.

"WHOOOOOO!!!" Jean yelled out, and I started to scream, as we raced down the sudden drop, and around the turns. It was going so fast, and it brought tears to my eyes as went faster and faster, and faster. Loop-de-loops, twists, and toilet bowls, the destroyer destroyed me. There was a flash, before the ride came to a sudden stop, than inched to the platform. Jean looked at me, and started to laugh. I looked at Jean, and smiled.

"That was so much fun!!!" He said, and I nodded my head. I was dizzy, and I got off, Jean holding my shoulders to keep me steady.

We walked down to the photo center, where our photo was. Jean laughed at my face, the tears and the terrified face of me. My Caribbean colored eyes were coated in fear. Jean on the other hand, was laughing, his face curving into a huge smile.

Jean walked up to the lady, and payed for our silly photo's, before giving one to me. "Come on.. Lets go on the Farris wheel..." He said softly, holding my hand as I nodded.

We walked down the boardwalk, down to the neon lit up Farris wheel. We walked up, and got in a car as he rode around in the circle. Round and round we went, as fireworks started to go off.

"Hey Eren..." I heard Jean say, as I looked over at him. He was sitting right next to me, and I looked into his amber eyes. "I like you, no. Not just like you.. I love you. It's okay if you don't return my feelings, but I love you. It's love at first sight... Fuck. Is that even real? I don't know... But do I care? I love your beautiful eyes.. Oh those teal eyes... And I loved how sweet you are and everything.." I heard him say, before I pressed a finger to his lips.

"Shh. Jean. I love you too." I said, before I pressed our lips together... That was our first kiss, and it was magical. Soon, it became passionate. Tongue on tongue, fingers running through each others hair, hands wrapped around each other's necks, before we pulled away from each other panting for breath.

"Will you be my boyfriend?" Jean asked, as the Farris wheel stopped at the top.

I nodded, smiling like an idiot.

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Hey! Sorry this took so long to update! But I am writing an Eruri book, and a Eruri One-shot if you would like to check them out. I love you all. :)