I always have that feeling
When I have to say something in my class
At the same time feeling everything
That's when I start to stress
My hands too cold
My ears too hot
When I can't say a word
While I'm boiling like some pot
I try to avoid it
But it's impossible to wish
Because I can't help it
But just to vanish
I stay like that
While I'm trying something to say
But I never actually do that
So I just stand and in my thoughts pray
Pray for this feeling to stop
Pray to open my mouth
Pray to sit in the chair and
Forget everything that happened now
But still that feeling stays
Still no words from my mouth
Still standing in a place
Still remember everything in the moment
But then everything changes
Because I never opened my mouth
I'm just standing there
While I'm trying to get out
Without argument
My teacher says
With dissapointment
"Sit down. Who's next?"
When I sit down
That feeling stops
Like it was never
Even in my thoughts
A/N: Guys I'm alive!!! Yass!!! Also I am writing fanfictions from The Owl House and I can't wait until I actually write it all on the paper and publish it. Also I would probably end the Broken Angel book with only this little parts but I will try to write it all. =3
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In The Soul Of A Broken Heart
PoetryJust some random poetry I wrote while being bored or depressed. 👍 Also cover drawing is not mine. It's from my friend @Emeyya. Highest rankings: 2# in depressedpoetry 1# in brokensoul 14# in brokenheart 3# in randompoetry 6# in deeppoems
