You know that thing beating in your chest? Yeah I have one too. It's broken and bleeding, it's Scarred and stitched, And right now it's barely being held at the seams. But it works. And it's all I have for you. But why would that be enough? Why would anything I do ever be enough for anyone? I want to love and be loved with as much passion and fire as I release unto you. I need to speak and be heard, I don't just need someone to listen I need someone to be there. To pull me out of this hole I dug myself in. And trust me, Its as deep as a well, and I know that I surrounded myself with stones. But I need you to be the one to break them down. I'm not going to apologize for being who I am, Because the past has made me this way. Pieces of me only you know about. I've given you a part of me that I know I can never get back. My secrets are now yours, you now have the burden of carrying them on your back, Just as I did for so long. The only difference is I had to do it alone. And I took a huge risk letting you have them. But you took them willingly. and maybe I jumped into this. Maybe I wasn't ready. but that was also a risk I was willing to take. Because I saw something in you. Something so magnificent that not even I can grasp. but it was there. it made me feel something, and I know you felt it too.
