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"Why...why are you breaking up with me? Tell me, I don't understand. Why all of a sudden?!" you yelled before you let out a gut-wrenching sob that tore through your chest. You can feel everybody's eyes at you but you straight up don't give a single fuck.
"No, I'm not breaking up with you. It's just...let's just take a break." Hoseok finally said with a very quiet voice, opposite to you who is bawling and sobbing, you're sure your voice is echoing through out the café.
"What? What the fuck does that mean? I don't fucking get it. Why are you doing this? Are you that tired of me?"
"No...just-"
"Bullshit. You just said it, you're tired of this." you point your hand between the two of you. You sniffled between words, wiping the tears that rolled down your cheeks.
"I'm not...I'm sorry I didn't meant it that way. What I mean is I'm really tired...of work, and there's a lot going on my mind right now."
"Do you not love me anymore?" you mutter, voice almost fading.
Puzzled. Hurt. You felt a sting of melancholy and confusion. Where is this all coming from? Why is this conversation even happening? It was very sudden and left you feeling very lost.
"I do...I always do."
"Then say it."
Hoseok stay silent.
"Please, jagiya say it. I love you, please say it back." you beg as you reach for his hands.
Hoseok stare at you, his mouth slightly opened. His lips forming a little smile, but not the usual big smile he always had. You can see a bead of tear gathering at the side of his eyes, he's really trying his best to hold himself not to cry. You feel like your heart is about to burst at the sight of your boyfriend in front of you.
"I love you...but I'm hurting you. I hate seeing you hurt."
"Ho-"
You were about to speak when Hoseok's phone suddenly ring. He looked at his phone then at you, his eyes asking permission to answer the call. You just nod. He answered the phone and he mouthed 'sorry' to you.
"Yes Namjoon? Yes...yes...okay. I understand. I'll be there. Bye." he let out a frustrated sigh right after he end the call.
Hoseok grab your both hands, which are still trembling. His hands feel so warm. You love holding his hands.
"Y/N, I love you so much. Please never forget that. But at the same time, I feel like I'm not being a good boyfriend to you. The last thing I want to do is to hurt you and make you sad, but it still happened. I feel bad, so bad. I'm sorry...I'm so so sorry." he sighs deeply, miserably, as he look straight at your eyes, his face etched with sadness.
You tried to speak, but you were choked with tears. You just stare at him instead. Processing all the words he said.
"Jagiya...I'm sorry. I need to get back to the company now. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."
