Things have been getting stressful. The reason?
RESEARCH.
I can't.Mahirap.
I'm not confident to our research at all, I'm thinking that we're at the end of the long long line, napaghuhulihan na kami huhuhuhu. Ayoko talaga ng research. Okay pa sa akin 'yung research before kasi madali-dali pa nung time ni ma'am Dadula e. Kaso grabi naman ngayon. Si ma'am Cruz na ang teacher namin. Pinapalit at pina-specific niya ang research namin. Ngayon, okay parin naman ang concept kaso nga lang masyadong maarte si ma'am huhu. Feeling ko lahat ng ipapa-check namin sa kaniya mali. Kasi as in lahat-lahat nalang. Malay ba namin, kaloka. Saka ang hirap hirap kaya maghanap ng wala tapos internet lang 'yung resources namin, paano 'yun?
Ngayon, we already did the frameworks, SOP, and now we're in the middle of finishing the questionnaires. I'm literally gonna cry kapag ung framework ipapaulit niya pa. I swear.
Apat kami sa group but I feel like sometimes ako lang mag-isa nagpapaka-stress or kami lang ni Mika. Ang hirap mastress nang mag-isa ka lang tas groupo kayo. Like??? Ourghhhh. Dapat they're helping of what things to do at naloloka na ako.I'm wishing na ma-fast forward na ang mga pangyayari para wala na akong iisipin because it's so hard like thisss!
Anyway, all of this are temporary. We don't even know what life will be like after graduating. Kaya dapat gawin lang ang best o ang kayang gawin at anuman ang maging kinalabasan, positive or not, we know we've done what we can do.
At least we've done something instead of just giving up.
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Tangled Thoughts
Teen FictionThis composed of my thoughts whenever I need to clear off my mind and give myself a motivation to keep on going instead of thinking reasons to push myself down the drain. My motto will be "It's fine whatever the results will be, but I should still g...