Ophelia wasn't experienced, she prayed that whatever her and Azriel were going to do won't go beyond kissing cause she knew she'd let him. Fuck, she'd let him.
The music was loud and the only thing keeping her sane was how Azriel held her hand to lead her through the crowd of sweaty bodies. When they approached the staircase, he turned to give her a smile then he let go of her hand and threw his around her shoulder as they walked up the stairs.
Ophelia had never felt like that. Void. Nothing was happening around her, she was moving on air. She was so fucking high. Azriel had opened up to three rooms before he found one that was empty. Immediately they got in, he pushed her on the door and kissed her with frustration, like he's been waiting.
A moan escaped her lips causing him to smile. It annoyed her how he just stopped kissing her so she tiptoed to try to kiss him but still couldn't get his lips. He was that tall. A laugh escaped his lips. Immediately, she held him by his shoulders and kissed him hungrily. The kiss was wet and sloppy and they were both moaning loudly. She blamed whatever he gave her, of course.
When Azriel cupped her ass and squeezed, she gasped in surprise. She thought she was going to die because everything and everywhere felt too good. She lost it when he rose her up so she could straddle him. She thought she was too heavy for him. She felt uneasy.
"Azriel", she whispered as he carried her to the reading table. He didn't even answer her, just nibbed on her neck softly while her insecurities ate her up. When he dropped her on the table, she swallowed.
Was she a bad friend? Ria was somewhere looking for her and this was the dude that Claudia slept with.
Azriel looked at her face curiously, "Hey",
"Hey", she smiled. Dear God.
Azriel opened his mouth to say something but closed it immediately. Before he could say what he wanted to, he swallowed, "You're cool with this?"
"Yes", she managed to say. Her throat felt dry.
Azriel bit the inside of his mouth while playing with the silver chain he wore, "If you don't want more than this, we can stop cause I know if we continue now..." he looked at her top that exposed a very generous amount of breast.
"Yeah, I want to", she interrupted him. Azriel moved in to give her a firm kiss before going to lock the door. Ophelia's eyes rested on the evident bulge on his dress pants. She hoped she wasn't making a mistake. She hoped she just wasn't being stupid.
"Ophelia", he said when he got back. Her eyes remained on his and she wondered why sin looked so good in his eyes. Lust.
Her hand moved to touch his torso, she felt how hard his body was. She wished no one knew what was going on in her mind. Her hand moved down to touch his bulge causing him to take his lip in between his teeth.
Why did he turn her on so much?
There was a way Azriel licked his lips then kissed her. His hand went to her breast and groped gently. He moved back so he could unzip the side of her skirt before taking it off revealing her flower printed underwear. She was going to be naked in front of a man for the first time.
"Um", she held his hand as it went to her jacket. Azriel kissed her hand in some way of reassuring her. He went to take off her jacket and drop it on the floor. She took off the corset by herself revealing her breasts to him.
"Fuck", he whispered to himself. Her biggest insecurity. Ophelia swallowed as she moved her hands to his shirt, unbuttoning it. Her hands were shaking.
"Relax", he pecked her nose, "Okay?" another peck. He moved her hands away and drew her closer by the hips until her ass was off the table. He turned her effortlessly causing her to gasp. Her arms were against the table and her ass facing him. She arched her back a bit hoping she didn't look ridiculous.
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Teen FictionOphelia had already made up her mind, she wanted to kill herself but she thought of seeing him. Even if it was one last time. Self harm. Lust. Suicide. Love. Sex. Eating disorders. Self degradation. Basically the summary of the teenage life