Games

Chapter 35

Jungkook likes to believe he was in total control of his own life and that was just the way he liked it. He always had the need to feel like that but during the band period it felt like he'd lost control.

Everything was decided for him, and to be honest, he didn't even try to change that. And it was easy, there, he admitted it. It was easy if someone else made all the decisions for you and all you had to do was show up.

But that was years ago and since then he tried to regain his control. And he had. He was making his own decisions, doing only what he wanted to do and nothing else.

Although he had to be honest with himself, ever since he'd finally admitted to Jimin ( and himself ) that he loved him, many of his decisions, were based on that.

With everything he did he thought about how it could affect his relationship. What he could do to make Jimin happy as he could possibly be.

That's why he'd been so worried lately. He knew Jimin wasn't feeling well and he hated his stubbornness. But in the end he did go to the doctor and Jimin was right, there was nothing wrong. He should've believed Jimin from the start. But hey, he couldn't help it.

That just happened. When Jungkook loved someone he got overly protective. Better safe than sorry, he told himself.

Now he couldn't wait for Jimin to come back home again, he'd planned an eventful evening.

After all, he got one if his letters, the 'C' And decided it meant complete Jungkook control. He really liked the sound of that already!

Jimin hurried down to the studio to tell Jay he was going to start giving classes again starting next week. But he did ask him to stay on and do half of the classes. For once in his life he decided to take a step back. After all, he had to figure out what to do with the news he'd received from the doctor before making any decisions about his dance studio.

Once he spoke to Jay he rushed off to Lucy's office. Nervously he knocked on the door.

"Come in!" he heard his friend say and he entered the room.

"Jimin, hey sweetheart. What brings you by?"

Jimin closed the door behind him and sat down in the chair opposite to his friend.

"Do you have a moment? I need to talk to you..."

His friend gave him a look.

"That sounds serious, please tell me you've told the guy you love him yet?"

Jimin shook his head.

"NO! JIMIN! What have I told you?!"

"It's not that.... it's something else but sort of has a lot to do with it..."

Jimin sighed.

"You're confusing me." Lucy said. " Listen, sit tight while I go and let my boss know that I'm going to be late for the meeting, so you and I can talk, okay?"

"You don't have to do that Lucy! I don't want you to get into trouble because of me!"

"Hush you! I'm not going to get into trouble, just have to reschedule something. Now don't move until I get back!"

Lucy left and Jimin stared out the window for a few minutes, anticipating, figuring out how to tell his best friend about it all.

The door opened and closed again, waking Jimin up from his thoughts.

"Alright, spill it!" Lucy sat on the desk looking down on Jimin.

"There's no other way to tell you this so I'm just going to say it at once. I do demand you not to yell at me...."

Lucy frowned. "Alright?" It sounded more like a question than a statement but Jimin continued anyway.

And Jimin told her everything.