𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢, 𝚈/𝚗...

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Finn had his head up and his eyes were squinting.
Trying to pry themselves open.
He blinked a couple of times,
his eyes darted at mine
until he turned the other way, facing the wall.
" Awh fuck. "
The first time I'd heard him speak.
Face to face.

"Jack, don't ever let me drink this much again.
I'm hallucinating, seeing her
in your fucking room. "
His hands moving up to his face, rubbing his eyes continuously.

Is he on something?

" Yo! Sorry I took a while!
Wasn't sure which one to pick. "
Jack bursted into the room, holding the soda's in his hands.
his head turning to us,
" Oh hey, you got him to wake up! "
He laughed, before plopping by the foot of the bed,
laying on his stomach
which was where Finn and I were.
My boyfriend whipped his head right back to me, then to Jack, and then back to me.
" Y/n? Is that really you? "
A change in his facial expression as he tried sitting up.
" I- "
He was about to leap for a hug but it ended up as him almost tipping over...
But luckily,
I caught him just in time.
" Just lay down, Finn. "
Catching his left arm, as Jack laughed "holy shit."
I guess he really is that way?
I thought...
" But h- how? "
Finn couldn't form out any of his words.
" Jack called me. Told me you were drunk. "
I mention, adjusting my position.
" Why would he- I- "
He continued slurring, looking back and forth at us two.
" I'm just sayin' dude. You'll thank me one day. "
Jack casually said, and he was laying
on his back now.
Finn and I looked at each other.
Knowing we thought of the same thing.
We needed to talk.
Alone.
He took a deep breathe in and,
" Can I have a word with Y/n? Like, alone? "
Our heads turned back to Jack.
" What are you guys lookin' at me for? I- "
He paused his words, realizing Finn was serious.
" I'll be outside... "
Jack slumped off the bed
and walked out the door.
Leaving Finn and I alone in the bedroom.

This STILL felt like a movie for some reason?

I was still looking at the door,
anxious to speak to him.
Thing is.
I wasn't sure why...
" Y/n? "
I turn my head around, facing
and examining his features.
He still had his brown curls that would cover a part of his face.
His eyebags that looked deeper into his skin that would illuminate those
dark chocolate brown eyes of his.
Oh and Finn's lips that was shades in pink.
I'd remember how I'd get to kiss him.
Lastly his pale lanky figure, and his hands.
I bowed my head down.
" Are you okay? "
Finn asked me which whipped my head
back up.
" You're asking me if I'm okay? "
I almost laugh to myself, seeing what state
he's in right now.
He was serious.
" Are you, Y/n? "
He asked again. I took a moment to think
of what to answer.
The truth??? The lie???
Or one that's partly the truth
and the lie?
" Be honest. "
He added, his arms and hands crossed over his knees that were up.
Shit.
" At-at the moment, yes.
Knowing you're safe. And um, with me. "
I stutter a little.
Noticing how he couldn't take his eyes
off me one bit.
" Are- are you okay, Finn?"
I felt like I was about to break.
My throat started to feel tight,
my stomach feeling all messed up like before.
Looking a little longer at Finn, his eyes were starting to water
as I asked him.
" I'm- I'm fine too. "
He lied. I knew he would.
It was quiet again.
Neither of us has spoken to each other in a long time in person.
It was like we forgot to have a normal conversation.

I don't remember how we'd use to solve our problems.
I guess it was easy
because those were tiny little arguments,
but this?
This was different.
I- I knew we had
many things to say to each other.
We just aren't sure where or how to begin,
or even say them really...

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