Kiss me ~ Minimoni ff

Chap 4

*On call*

Eomma , how are you ?

Oh Joonah, I'm fine, and you ?

Not so bad you know

But you sound low , something happened ?

No.. I just miss you and everyone

Oh baby, isn't Jin with you ?

No he was busy these few weeks. Said can I come to see you ?

So suddenly ? But of course I'll be happy to see you again, I'll be waiting

Okay, see you Mom, love you

Yeah love you too .

This will be the best , I'll be out, and it's little far so I won't be able to see you, and maybe I can make up my mind.
     Okay I'm ready, I'll miss you...

He stepped out his house with a heavy heart. he was thinking about leaving the past three days, finally he has decide to let go, he has cry enough, poor Joonie.

I have to apologize to him, will Joonie forgive me ? I hope so. Now that it is fully my fault, for being an arrogant brat , I'm feeling so worst , how can I , why did I even react that way ?

He went to Nam's house, he rang the doorbell many times but no one answered. He stay there for a while thinking that maybe he just went out. He did wait for so long, finally decided to go back. Of course he tried to call him without success.

Jimin was so sad , so full of many thoughts, thought he can't find answer for, but if there is something concretely it is that he regret everything, he feels guilty and regrets treating him that way, he has been crying not even being sure of why .

These two weeks went quite well, with an Jimin who will wait every day for Joon to opened the door or switch on his phone. Joon was gone and Jimin wasn't ready for it. He found himself sad , angry , even broken. Why...

Open the door please Joonah, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean it, come back please, how we supposed to talk if you're not even here , it hurts please,
  Was this how you felt when I left without a word ? If so , I'm really sorry, but come back already I learned my lesson, Joonie I miss you so much, I'm becoming sick , want to see you so badly ...

He finally go home, as he has been crying at Joon's door for hours, he was so tired, so sick of everything. He goes to bed not even thinking about eating.

I like you, and I miss you joonie..

his eyes were closed as a single tear roll down.

All the passed time was like hell to him, he will be swinging between, sadness , anger, crying, even loneliness.

But today was quite different, he wake up with stomach aches, he ate thinking maybe he was hungry but it didn't stop , the pain was still there, he was feeling it for days now but didn't pay attention to it.

It been long since I went for a check up, maybe it is time, I'll go there, this isn't pleasant anymore, let's go...

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