Nischa oneshots <3

he said "i think i am in love with you" PART TWO!!

ahh sorry this keeps changing pov it was important that i wrote both of them :]
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noel's pov

Noel had realised overtime what his feelings for mischa were and he hated himself for it. He hated himself for liking mischa the way he did and noel told himself he would never act on them feelings because he knew mischa would never reciprocate them. Well, until mischa CONFESSED TO HIM. The worst part was noel wasn't ment to know, he felt horrible but he had been writing some secret love poems in ukrainian for a while now and from what he had picked up of the language he knew what mischa had said for certain.

"я думаю, що я закохана в тебе, поете"
"i think i am in love with you poet"
"i think i am in love with you poet"
"i think i am in love with you poet"

it's all he could think about. Noel had school today he had to go see mischa. he had to stand there and look at the man who confessed his love for him the night before and he wasn't even ment to know. he was so scared to ruin anything between them so he decided to keep his distance.

—-✨like two days later ✨ —-

The last couple of days had been so hard, noel had tried to distance himself. He had stopped talking much, he had to, even if mischa did mean it noel didn't feel deserving of any of it.
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mischas pov

The days after his very stupid secret love confession has been so weird. Noel had barely said a word to him and he didn't know why or what he did wrong but he gave noel his space until he couldn't .It had been three days and they had barely spoke. noel looked so out of it in choir so mischa decided to text him for the first time in days
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mischa- yo poet are you okay?
noel- yeah misch i'm fine
mischa- are you sure
noel- yeah
noel- actually mischa could we meet up? i need to talk to you about something
mischa- sure
mischa- usual spot in 10?
noel- yes
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noel's pov -

Noel couldn't keep doing this, he needed his best friend back. they would talk and then forget about it, no hard feelings, maybe even laugh and then move on right? they were meeting at there spot, a little closed off wooded area with a small forest of trees covering it. him and mischa always went there, just to talk about anything and everything , it was one of the best places in this shitty town. there spot.
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Noel had got there first so he just sat on the old shitty bench they always sat on and waited anxiously until mischa had arrived soon after. mischa sat next to him without saying anything and gave him a concerned look.
"poet are you sure you're okay ?

"i'm so sorry misch" noel apologised putting his head in his hands

"noel hey what is wong?" mischa asked him watching him with confusion

"when we watched that movie i- i know what you said." he answered quietly lifting his head slowly

mischa froze.

"w-what? how did you-"

"forget it. i'm so sorry mischa" he spoke quickly trying to stand up, he couldn't do this mischa is gonna hate him.

Mischa grabbed noel's arm carefully to bring him back down
"stay , please noel." noel looked at him and sat back down again avoiding mischas eyes

They sat in silence for a moment. Mischa taking in everything that had just happened until noel took a shaky breath and spoke up

"i-i wrote poems in ukrainian sometimes for you- i never got around to giving them to you -and i uh had picked some phrases up from translating it i'm so sorry i- i didn't - i pushed you away because i was scared you didn't deserve that-" noel started
to frantically try and explain his actions while mischa put a hand on his shoulder.

"poet this is not your fault. if you do not feel that way i apologise. i do not want to loose you over feeling noel. you are very special to me

"so you ment it? what you said"

"of course i did."

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"mischa, i think i'm in love with you too."

they looked at each other for a moment

"...can i kiss you poet?"

"please"

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finished this instead of sleeping so goodnight 🫡🫡
ALSO HAPPY BDAY TO NOEL AH