abhimaan ~ My Style

Angry Abhira

Armaan's POV

Uff!! Aaj ka din ajeeb tha. First the stupid fight, even though I don't expect anything else from abhira but that fight seemed forced and those glances she exchange with charu. I just hope abhira appni trademark wali harkate charu ko na sikhaye. And I don't know why I am having these restless feeling as if something is about to happen. Anyways I shook of these feelings and saw dadi sa coming back with an very angry expression and along with her a scared charu. They both came in dadi sa turned towards charu and asked very angrily "woh ladka kon tha bolo". Ladka who ladka? As far as I know charu doesn't has BF then about whom is she talking about. Dadi sa and fufa sa were scolding and blaming charu. I want to intervene and save but I also know she has to fight for herself. "Bass" yelled abhira, she went in between charu and fufa sa. God this girl. Musibat ko hamesha aapne darwaje pe bullati hai. She said "woh hamare boss the dev sir" boss? Charu ka konsa boss? And why.....ohh God kahi charu internships to nahi kar Rahi abhira ke sath. Dadi sa asked the question "charu tumhare sath internship kar Rahi hai. Bolo ladki" dadi sa yelled at abhira. Abhira did not say anything but it was quite evident now . I intervened by saying "dadi sa un dono ki bat to sun lijiye pehle" "aao aao armaan. Mai wait hi kar Rahi thi ki abb ek Bhai aur ek pati bich Mai bolne aayega. But sun lo tum ye ladki Jo kar Rahi hai kare hame koi farak nahi padta lekin charu job nahi karegi. Usse pehle hi samjhaya tha ki sapna dekhna chodh de per abb ham khud uske sapne ko todte hai. Aaj ke bad charu ghar se bahar nahi niklegi. " After saying this she left everyone else also left slowly. Charu ran away crying and ruhi ran behind her abhira was about to go but i held her hand and pulled her towards me she said trying to Wiggle out of my grip "kya kar rahe ho armaan. Dekho charu ki halat mujhe usse bat karne do" "tumne mujhe kyu nahi bataya ki charu tumhar sath internship kar Rahi hai." "Kyuki charu nahi chahti thi ki kisi ko bata chale" "ohh godd!! Bata deti koi problem nahi ho jata " "hota armaan mai appna promise todti, aur mai kuch bhi kar sakti hu lekin appna promise kabhi nahi todungi. And kya problem ho gai ki charu aapne sapno ko pura karne ki koshish kar Rahi hai to" "usme koi problem nahi hai but ...tum mere gharwalo ko nahi janti woh log nahi manege uske liye " "to fir unhe badlo. Unhe samjhao" she came out of my hand and left. I ran my hand through my hair. I swear...I want to change but these people especially dadi sa is not ready to change at all. Ugggg.

I ran behind abhira to see charu and heard her yell insults at abhira "aap jalti hai mujse isliye aapne Aisa Kiya na. Kyuki aap ko jalan ho Rahi thi mere aur dev sir closeness se. Isliye aapne Aisa Kiya." I yelled "charu" I went near her and said "yeh kaisi baate kar Rahi ho tum" "haa agyae abhira bhabhi ke supporter. Aap unke liye hamesha time pe aate ho lekin mere liye kabhi nahi. Aap interview ke din bhi nahi aaye. Iss ghar mai koi mera support nahi karta. Aapne dikha Diya bhaiya aapna apna hota hai aur parya. " As she said that my heart broke. My eyes started getting blurred. I i ...my mind is feeling numb after this. I swear I have never differentiated between any one of my siblings hereing this everyone started explaining charu what she said but she was not listening. I was about to go but abhira held my hand. "mujhe Jane do abhira " "nahi stand right here. Tumhe aadat hogi apne Bhai bheno ki galatiyo par parda dalne ki unhe na datne ki lekin muujhe nahi hai". She held my hand tight and looked at charu and said in a very stern and serious voice "bolo charu. Mai tumhe 2 min de rahi hu usse tumhe Jo bolna hai bolo acha Bura kadva say whatever you want but uske baad i will be speaking u will be listening. Look into my eyes while I am speaking". Manisha Chachi said from behind "abhira shant ho jao, usse Shanti se samjho" "mai usse Shanti se hi samjha ne aai thi lekin kuch logo ko Shanti nahi kranti hi samjh aati hai". We all waited for charu to speak but she was just looking at us with anger sadness and vulnerability. "Times up charu, now i will be talking and you will be listening" abhira's voice was filled with anger. It was sharp and stern this is the first time anyone of us is hearing her speak like that. She continued " so, let's start from the top charu Maine tumhara bhanda phoda. Ru sure charu ki Maine phoda tumhara yeh stupid jhoot. Maine yeh secret pichle 4 mahino se aapne pass rakha hai. Kitni bar tumhe bachaya hai , agar Aaj tum pakdi gai ho na khudki galati ki wajah se meri wajah se nahi. Aur kya kaha tumne tumhe chalta jab woh dono yeh samjhte ki dev sir tumhare bf hai!haa. If it was ok for you then getting married must be ok as well right. RIGHT " she yelled charu started crying and nodded her head in no. "Ohh nahi hai ok phir tumne yeh kya soch ke kaha ki tumhe jal jata because uske bad to woh tumhari shaadi karwa dete and definitely dev sir ke sath to nahi karwa te right. Uske bad kya kaha tumne, mai tumse jalti hu? Meri life bhot assan hai? Mai tumhare life mai meddle kar Rahi hu huh!! First and foremost charu you have ntg which will make me jealous of you. And tumhe aur sir ko sath mai dekh kar mai jalti hu...agar tum bhul gai ho to Mai yaad dila du mere gale Mai tumhare Bhai ka Advocate Armaan Poddar ke naam ka Mangal Sutra hai. Jo iss Sher ka hi nahi pure India ke top lawyers mai se ek hai. So I don't give damn ke woh dev sir kiske close hai ya nahi got it." She said my name with so much pride i have never felt so belonged to somebody this much. I am feeling proud that she is proud of me. "Charu tum yeh bhot ache se jaanti ho arre tum kya armaan ko Jane wala har insan janata hai ki uske bhai bhene uski Jaan hai unke liye woh kuch bhi kar sakta hai and tum usse hi aisa keh rahi ho. Itni dil todne wali baat usse keh rahi ho jisne hamesha tumhe sambhala hai. Tumne yeh samjh liya ki woh interview mai sath dene nahi aaya tumne use yehh pucha ki Aisa kya hua ki woh nahi aaya..PUCHA TUMNE" charu again nodded her head in a no."woh uss din isliye nahi aapya kyuki woh ruhi ko uske therapist ke pass lekar gaya tha. Abb usse woh waha chodh ke to nahi ja sakta tha na. You know what charu...ghar ki ghar ke logo ki firm ki business ki meri sabki responsibility armaan utha ta hai and itna sab karne ke bad bhi u r blaming him HIM". She sighed and said in a normal voice "chodh do lawyering kyuki tumse to nahi ho payega. Bilkul nahi ho payega" what! What is she saying so I asked "kya keh rahi ho tum abhira " "sahi keh rahi. Jo insaan khudko defend nahi kar sakta khudke liye lad nahi sakta woh kya khak lawyer banega. Tum na charu bilkul waise hi jaise dadi sa kehti hai ek ladki ko hona chaiye chui mui kissi ke uper na gussa karne wali, appni self respect ki dhajiya udva Leni wali bilkul waise ". "Abhira stop it" I yelled "meri behn se tum aise baat nahi kar sakti" "wah tum mujse lad sakte hai charu ke liye to dadi sa se ladne mai kya problem hai. Ha bolo. " "Ek joint family mai Aisa nahi hota hai. Bado se aisi baat nahi ki jaati " "haa right..aur unki sikhai gai galat baato ko follow Kiya ja sakta hai lekin" "Maine Aisa nahi kaha" "sach manlo armaan iss ghar mai galat baat ho Rahi hai". "Mai agree karta hu iss ghar mai charu ke sath galat ho Raha hai lekin iska matlab yeh nahi ham badho se badtameezi kare". She scoffed at me and turned towards charu "dekho i don't know Meri baato ka tum pe kuch asar hua hai ya nahi lekin tum khud hi socho charu armaan tumhare sath hamesha rahega hamesha support karega protect karega lekin tumhare battles tumhare alawa aur koi nahi lad sakta. Mai yeh nahi keh rahi Jo Maine Kiya woh tum Karo...you know tum shayad dadi sa ka thought process badal sakti ho tum iss ghar mai changes la sakti ho. Agar tum thano to warna tum aisi hi sabko blame karti raho gi ki unhone mujhe support nahi kiya. Jabki Jo log tumhare as pas khade hai na woh log tumhare liye Jaan le bhi sakte hai and de bhi sakte hai." She concluded. And listening this charu bursted out crying and hugged me saying "sorry Bhai sorry so sorry ". "Shh shant hoja bacha mai hu ider don't worry." I rubbed her back to calm her down. Everyone came near her hugged and told they all are there for her. I looked at abhira and saw was not there on her spot.