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    Felix walks back to the group, occasionally stumbling from the pain in his ass... no literally he has a pain in the ass.

    Hyunjin is the only one who notices his discomfort, and he's quite proud. He walks over to Felix and puts his arms around his shoulders. "Yo what's up with that Jin?" Miyeon jokes. "What? Yall said we should be friends." Hyunjin smiles.

Some of them don't buy this new friendship, especially Changbin. Changbin and Soyeon have been friends for the longest time, he knows that the relationship is for the public but he can't help but be mad at Hyunjin.

     Every-time Hyunjin touches Felix Changbin can only see red. He feels like he's about to snap and he can't help it. Today Hyunjin has been too touchy from the start. Changbin can feel himself boiling over, so he excuses him self to go upstairs.

      Once he's upstairs he channels his anger into drawing, his goal was to draw this hot chick from school in a bikini or something... but that's not what ended up happening.























He looks down at his drawing and sees someone who's too familiar...

























He drew Chan.




















Not just Chan, he drew him shirtless on the bed...





























With red ribbons holding him down....


























     "What the fuck-" he mumbles to himself as he crumbles up the drawing and tries to start again. All is going well and he gets into his drawing zone again.

      But this time when he checks his work it's a v-line from abs down to a crotch. Changbin recognizes the trunks anywhere... they're Chan's swim trunks.

       "Okay now what the actual fuck." Changbin growls as he crumbles the paper again. "I'm straight, I'm straight, I'm straight." He repeats to himself over and over.

        He starts to pace around his room, trying to gather his thoughts. His door opens and he snaps his head that direction, "I'm straight!" He yells.

      Standing at the doorframe is a confused Chan. "Umm cool?... I'm gay?" Chan chuckles as he walks towards Changbin.

       "What's going on big guy?" Chan asks as he sits on Changbins bed. Changbin just sighs, "How did you figure out you were gay?" Changbin asks softly.

        Chan's eyes go a little wider as he was asked this unusual question. "Well, there's many things that led up to it. When I'd watch pornos and jack off I'd only look at the guy. I couldn't look at the other guys in the changing rooms, I'd look into the wall and think about climate change or something. I also gained a crush on one of my friends, who turned out to be straight." Chan chuckles sadly.

       "Do you think I'm gay?..." Changbin says softly. "I-uhm... can't decide for you." Chan stutters. "Why do you think?" He asks.

       "Well, I was trying to draw some hot nude chicks... But I ended up drawing my best friend in unholy positions.." He mumbles. Chan looks at him with sympathy. "Can I see the drawings?" Chan asks.

      "Uhm- well...I-" Changbin stutters, "It's okay, you don't have to." Chan smiles and puts a hand on Changbins thigh. Changbins cheeks turn a rosey pink.

      "They're over there, just please open them when I'm not around." He points to the crumpled up papers on the ground.

     Chan nods as he picks up all the drawings, there's about 8. Changbin leaves the room with his head hanging. Chan opens up the first one and sees himself with a collar on, his eyes widen.

      The next is him tied up on the bed, then him in sexy lingerie, then him sucking someone's adamapple, then him fully nude in the shower, then him eating a banana, then him holding a tuft of someone's hair, then his neck veins...

     Chan is beyond shocked. "That kinky bitch-" he mumbles as he saves the drawings in his pocket. He walks out side, pretty furious. But his anger goes away when he sees Changbin in a ball on the floor.

    His anger is replaced with worry, he sits next to the younger and wraps an arm around him. "Hey- it's okay." He comforts him. "I'm sorry..." Changbin chokes out.

     Chan feels awful for being angry at an innocent man. Changbin was just confused, Chan holds him tightly as he cries into his chest.

    Chan gives a small kiss on to Changbins forehead before continuing to snuggle him. Without context this would look like a couple, and that's a hopeful future. But for now, they are just two men... figuring out themselves.
















A/N!

Teehee... you're welcome~~~ changb1nni3

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