The right decision? Maybe, Maybe not!

Sinead (O'Connor) Roscoe.

Hiya! I'm Sinead! Of course I live in Hollyoaks! I'm sure thats all you've been hearing! Everyone lives in Hollyoaks village.

I'm married to Freddie. We've had a roller coaster relationship! I had no money so I started to sell my body for sex. Obviously Freddie wasn't happy and I promised I had stopped but when Freddie found out I hadn't he broke up with me. It was just me and Katie then. Katie was my baby girl. I had a one night stand with a guy named Ryes which I shouldn't have had because he was in a relationship with my boyfriend who I cheated on's cousin. I told my boyfriend at the time Bart what had happened and surprisingly he didn't really seem to care. So then came a wedding most of the village was at! My friend Ruby and Jono wanted to get married but Bart and Esther came after us to try and stop the wedding. Bart was high and ran us of the road into were all the village was at the wedding. Unfortunately Katie's dad died that day, before she even got to meet him.

Back to me and Freddie now. Eventually me and Freddie started going out again! He was like a dad to Katie. He proposed and we got married. I then heard that Freddie was in love or fancied Lindsey and of course I got jealous. I just couldn't handle it. So I broke it off. It was just Katie and I again. Unfortunately Katie got really sick so when I brought her into the hospital they sent her home saying nothing was wrong but I knew that something was wrong. So I took matters into my own hands and done something really terrible. I cut my own finger and let the blood drip into Katie's nappy and broght her into the hospital saying that there was blood in her nappy. I blamed Lindsey telling her she's a bad nurse when it wasn't true. I blamed her because Freddie was in love with her. Eventually I came clean about the blood being mine and Katie was taking away from me by social services. She was placed with my step mum Diane and her husband Tony. One day I went out for a drive when Diane rang me to tell me Katie stopped breathing that they were in an ambulance. I was rushing to the hospital when a car crashed into me and I hit a tree. I had to wait for the fire brigade to come while I sat there thinking about my baby Katie. The fire brigade came and an ambulance brought me to the hospital. As soon as I walked in I seen Freddie. He was crying. I knew straight away that MY baby Katie was gone to the Angels. I screamed down the hospital with heartache and disbelief. I didn't even get to say goodbye.

One week later was Katie's funeral. It was the hardest thing I've ever done and I wouldn't want any parent to go through it.

A few weeks after Katie's funeral Freddie and I got back together and have been together ever since.

Right now I can't see children in mine and Freddie's future. I am just too scared to even think about children after Katie. I know someday Freddie would love children but I'm not sure I would!