Theory of Poems

S1: Distance

...

parameters or centimeters, how do they differ?
love or friendship, which do you prefer?
in this world full of changes, what should exist?

i'm in this situation once
i'm afraid, maybe i'll fall twice
yet, i may wonder if my scars are healed
or if that i'm busy or that i'm just scared

my heart for you beats
yet again, i'm still waiting at the corner
dying for you to take the lead.

i want you to like me back
but it seems so trivial for you to give a fuck
who am i again? i'm just a lonely being, craving
and there you are gleaming
i can see myself falling.

can you at least catch me?
heaven and earth, if i beg to disagree,
who are you to judge me?

here i am again.
with an unwavering heart
waiting for you to open your part.

— 03.03.24