why do I look like this
I mean
every time I eat
I typically just got the body
I want
or at least
the shape
I hate looking at myself
issa helps
she always does
but ive been looking at myself
in disgust
for years
no one's words
can change my pov
because if it did
I wouldn't still feel like this
-
mallory fucked up how I see myself
I consumed her body issues
yeah
ive always had them
but I just started not thinking about them
and then mallory
I hate it
I want to feel good again
now im sucking in my stomach
because I take pictures like a whore
I want to just eat
without asking
how much will I gain from this?
