UNBOUNDED LOVE

You Look Sad

Roop's POV

We were all in the royal kitchen helping out the attendees of Simhaswasa as we laughed and talked about random things. Most of the work was done and I was just sitting with them and having a nice time. An attendee said, "I couldn't sleep at all last night", another added, "Yes, I heard there was some fight between Yuvraj Aditya and Yuvraj Madhav", the former replied, "Areee before that! There was these sounds coming from a certain someone's room.....", the other laughed looking at a girl, "Yeah, yeah. We heard that too. How was it?", two attendees started moaning while making faces, "Aaaaah!! Hmmmm! Oh goddd!!"

"Ohhh! It feels so good"

"Your so big, sirrr!"

"Yesss I like it!!!"

The girl covered her face with her palms and tried to run away but the others held her back. "You all are speaking as if you have never done it before or will not do it in your lives at all", she complained. " No, no. We have done it. And some of us will do it sooner or later. But like last night? I doubt it", the other started laughing. "Even I heard it too. I just ignored it and tried to get some sleep", Kamala added. "If you guys see how big he is and how fast he can go you will scream like me too", the girl said. "We don't want him, girl. He is all yours. Just don't disturb our sleep next time". 

"But whatever you guys say, he moans like no other man does. Like did you hear him saying her name last night? I wish my husband was like that. He moans better when he lifts heavy stuff", one woman added. "Just tell him that you like his voice or when he says your name like that. He'll do it without even knowing about it", the girl said. "He likes it when I think about his pleasure and act like nothing else matters. Return favors. They like that", I asked, "Return favors?", she replied, "You are unmarried. Why are you even here?", Kamala said, "No, we should educate her. I'm planning on getting her married soon", the others laughed but she said, "Ok then listen. Men like it when a girl puts him first just like we like it when they think of us before themselves. So once in a while, get on your knees and help him out".

"Ugh! The way you say it is so gross", an attendee said. "Wait until you see how they react to it. It makes them feel like they are in power and that is all they'll need to be pleasured", the topic continued for a few more minutes but then they had to leave to serve the food. I walked to Yuvrani's chamber and started to clean things there with those thoughts in my mind. I wondered if I had to do all that to 'return favor' for the things he did to me in the tent that night. The idea sounded wrong but if that was what he liked, then I was willing to do it. I looked around to see the chamber spotless and well arranged. So, I walked out and down the corridor which lead to his room. 

I didn't know why but I just wanted to be around him suddenly. I knocked on the door and I got no response. So I was about to turn around and leave when I heard him behind me, "You don't have to knock, love. Break the door and walk in like you own it. Just how you entered into my heart", making me jump and turn around. He caged me in between himself and the wall smoothly. I rolled my eyes and said, "Look who's talking. You were the one who walked into my shop as if you own it". He took a deep breath in and whispered, "That day, Roop, you have no idea how I had to hold myself back from not kissing these lips that were quivering", he traced my lips and leaned in closer and closer as he continued, "You kept licking them in fear or frustration or whatever it was. But all I could think about how those lips would look like wrapped around my-"

We heard someone clear their throat behind him making me push him away. Yuvraj stood there with a disappointed expression and said, "Dheer, I hope the paperwork is done", he just nodded and said, "Let me get it for you", and walked into him room after glancing at me. I put my head down and tried to walk away but I heard Yuvraj asking me to stop. I slowly turned around and didn't dare look at him. He took a few steps towards me making me fear what he would do. "Is he forcing himself on you?", I shook my head saying no immediately. He sighed and said," See this is the age which provokes you to make wrong decisions. Think a hundred times before you do anything with him. Then if you are still okay with all that, try to keep it to a minimum until it is official. This won't be so easy back home. Even the walls have ears there. Do you understand?", I nodded but still looked at the floor. 

"Take these and make sure it reaches my wife", he said and extended him hand to give me a shawl. I took it from him as he told me that she was in the royal gardens. Suddenly, he placed his hand on my shoulder making me look up at him, "I have two sisters almost of your age. I don't want you to spoil your life running behind some fantasy. Think about this well", he said, turned around and walked into the chamber. 

I felt embarrassed but also emotional. At that moment I remembered Mano and how he used to speak so high of Yuvraj. I felt as if all of that hype was worth it. Ratnagarbha was truly in the right hands. I started to walk towards the royal garden and handed over the shawl to Yuvrani. After that, I completely avoided him all evening. It was at night when I was sitting in my room after completing all the chores and assigning a couple attendees for Yuvrani for the night. There was a small window in the room and I saw the dark view and laid on the bed wondering about what Yuvraj had told me about his best friend. 

I was definitely attracted to him. But I was sure every girl in her sane mind would be attracted to him. He had that charm. He knew how to impress a girl just with his words. That was basically what he had done to me too. But to think about it practically, I was an orphan who had an affair with a royal. But again, in other words, I was the girl he had fallen for the first time he had seen me without caring about our standards. I doubted my decision of going with him. I wondered if I had done that only because I was sexually attracted to him. Or because I was really in love with him. And even if I did have feelings for him, I wondered if it was worth it to put my character, my respect, my whole life into stake. 

I imagined a life where I chose the royal I was falling in love with and imagined what would happen if the people got to know about it. There were so many possibilities to think about. But a few things were clear. No one would accept me. Even if they did, I would never be treated with respect. I would definitely be treated like I had seduced him and made him choose me. There was another scenario there. I could marry a commoner and live a normal life. I closed my eyes and imagined it. A small house in the town. My husband, I and our children. That life felt beautiful. But my eyes welled up with tears and there was a knock on the door. 

I got up and opened the door to find him while he had his face covered in his signature black scarf. I pulled him in and looked around and made sure there was no one. I closed the door behind me and whispered angrily, "Are you crazy? Do you have any idea what would have happened if someone had seen you here at this hour?", he laid on the bed and pat the other side. I sighed and sat down to slowly lay in his arms. He wrapped his arms around me tightly and placed his lips on my forehead. I snuggled into his warm form and sniffed in his body scent. 

"Did he say something?", he asked. I hummed and looked at him. "Adi. Did he something harsh to you? You look sad", he clarified. I shook my head and replied, "I'm glad he spoke to me", he sighed and asked, "What did he say?"

"He asked me if you were forcing yourself on me earlier. He warned me to be more careful back at Ratnagarbha. But at the end he told me how he didn't want anything wrong to happen with me. He suggested me to think about this again", he sucked in a deep breath making his chest rise and fall. "So did you think about it?", he asked. I nodded. "So, what is the conclusion?", I pulled away and sat beside him. 

          ___________________________________________________          

What do you think her decision will be?

Vote and leave comments.

Lots of love💗