HER (on-hold)

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윤정한 P.O.V:

-IT'S BEEN a week since I tried to c8mmit s8icide and life's couldn't be much better and instead, everything seems to get worser.

The woman, who's saved me from jumping off the building, she keep appearing and everytime I looked at her, she would disappear in the blink of an eye as if I was imagining thing's.

The night finally came, it's very windy and I believe in a moment, it will rain heavinly. I started to focus on my laptop, started typing, trying to complete the work as fast as I can.

After a few hours studying about the new upcoming collaboration that will be soon announced to the world wide, I decided to take a break because the clock shows that it is already 1 a.m. As I was stretching my own arms, I heard a sudden ruffle behind me.

I look at behind me to find nothing but my tidy bed. Soon, I just dodge it off but then I feel like someone is watching each of my movements and my hand went automatically to my hidden gun which is placed under my desktop, for an emergency like now.

My body swing 360° and pointed the gun to the unknown person which is none other than the crazy woman.

"What are you doing right here?!"

"Ahjussi.. don't you think you need my help ? I swear I can do anything for you-"

"Shut up! and tell me, how the hell did you get in here? before I shoot you"

"Ahjussi.. did you forgot? I can't die, I am a ghost you silly"

She walk along and find herself sat on my bed. Her eyes wandering around my bedroom and soon stuck at the big photos that hanging on the wall nicely as her eyes scream in amazement.

"Ahjussi, you look very handsome in here!"

"What are you doing?"

"What?!"

"If you are really a ghost, why did you haunt me?! Just go and stop messing up my life"

"Ahjussi.. you are the only person that could help me and find out who am I actually, don't you have a pity with this cute little girl?"

Disgusting. She started to acted cutely and I ended up shoot her, straight on her forehead yet it went through her and straight to the wall. My personal guards quickly knocked the door and I gladly open it.

"Catch her"

"I'm sorry sir but who?"

"That girl over there"

"I'm sorry sir but there's no one in this room except you and me"

"What?"

She's laughing. So hard that she's rolling down on the floor.

Did she just laugh at me?

"Sir.. have you ate your medicine?"

I just keep my mouth shut and I believe I do took my medicines earlier, signaling him to leave me alone in my room which he gladly do.

Now, it's just a two of us in this room yet she's still laughing so hard.

"What's so funny?"

"N-no... HAHAHA it just, y-you look so stupid earlier"

For the first time, I feel clueless. My head throbbing, still can't processing of what's happening right now. As if after all of the things that I have achieved and learned was worthless and I can't help to feel hatred.

"What are you doing right here? and what is your motive actually?!"

She looks at me for a second then stand on her feet after rolling on the floor, laughing because of me, which I think that there's nothing funny about it and I assume that she's indeed a crazy person.

"Chill down... like I said, I'm a ghost. Don't you understand?"

"If you're really a ghost then why are you haunting me?"

She narrowed her eyes, taking a few steps closer to me then smile creepily.

"Because....."

Our eyes met in sync and for the first time, I feel a woman breath on face, indicate of how close we are right now. But then she push herself from me and smiles widely.

"Because you're the only person that can see me"

"So?"

"So you need to help me"

"But why did I have to help you?"

The more she talks, the more narrowed my eyebrow is and I can't help to feel annoyed with this woman.

"Because I can help you too"

"What kind of help is that?"

"By taking a revenge on your father"

Again. Her eyes met mine but this time, it's full of silence. The cold room tempature fit the whole situation. After a decades, I haven't feel anytype of feelings that is called 'awkward'. It was just an empty gaze yet a strong one.

"Nonsense"

I turn my back on her, walking to my desk as I continue my work. The woman behind me whined as she follow after me and started to yapping about how lucky I am if I let her help me which I will never accept it. But then.. something pop in my head.

I stop and turn around facing the woman who's still yapping about everything.

"How did you know about my grudge against my father? No one knows about it except me, Yoon Jeonghan, The CEO of HYBE and what about you, the ordinary girl or should I say a ghost that came out of nowhere and tell me that you know about my evil plan"

She blinks a few times, biting her nails as if it was her habit and I believe it is.

"Did you forget?"

"What?"

"That you literally confess about everything that happen in your life before you jumped off the buildings which doesn't lead you to death because there's a heroin rescuing you from the darkness and that is me!, you should be thankful about that because without me, you won't be able to continue your evil plan right now"

"Who's said that I'm thankful about it?"

"Me"

I let out a heavy sigh and walk out from the conversation and went to bed. This time, she just stand there silently, looking at me with those cold yet warm eyes.

A part of me want to help her yet I still can't processing everything plus she's the reason why I'm still here and I hate that a part of me was thankful and another part was mad. Mad that she rescued me.

"Please... I just need your help.. I need to find who I am and why did I died.. please"

She plead and I ignored her cry, cover myself with a blanket. My eyes close yet Im still conscious.

After a few minutes, I heard nothing and I believe that she was already gone from here.

My heart rapidly said to me that I must and need to help her but then my brain said opposite thing.

She might leave you if you help her like how everyone leaves you Yoon Jeonghan... remember, don't get to close with anyone or else they will be dead and gone.

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