HER (on-hold)

nine

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THIRD PERSON P.O.V:

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- "Y/n-"

She didn't hesitate to hug him and Jeonghan also didn't compain about the hug. Infact, he find himself leaning over her shoulder, deepen the skin ship.

"Y/n..."

He pull away from the hug, just to see her face were block with a few strands of her long hair and Jeonghan gladly push them aside to meet with those teary eyes.

His heart ache to see his forgotten lover crying again.

It's been a weeks since he met her at the hospital.

Since back then, not even a single sight of her was being seen by him and he can't help to keep you close again.. and again.

Jeonghan push her head against his chest. His hand tangles with her soft hair.

Y/n found her own hands reach over his waist to tighten up the hug. Despite having a skin ship with him, a loud thud on his chest silently making you feel ease.

A few sob left out from those puffy lip as he wipe away the heavy tears that was once your flushed cheeks.

"Ahjussi..."

"I'm here, I will always be here for you"

Soon, the two of them lay down on the couch with y/n on top of his chest while Jeonghan play with her hair, listening to the soft snore like it was a lullaby for him.

It's been a long time he had this.

He never thought he would be needing this so bad than anything.

A guilty feelings still sat in his heart, reminded back of how he yell at her at the same spot where everything's happen.

Jeonghan still remember how he went back home to find the apartment was too quite to be his home and all of the shattered glasses was nowhere to be found.

Indeed, everything's perfectly tidy.

The guilt in him grew bigger, knowing y/n has clean up his apartment before she left.

After that, he couldn't look at himself through the mirror.

He was too messy.

His hair in mess.

The eyebag under his eyes describing how hard he tried to fell asleep yet he can't especially when she's not around with him.

The swollen eyes shows how he has been crying himself out.

"Y/n.. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said those words to you"

"I never meant any of it.."

"I'm sorry"

His eyes glued on her. Her sleeping form makes he want to fell into a deep slumber.

It's been a weeks since he had fallen asleep. Even his medicines are untouch.

Now he knows.. how miserable his life are without y/n.

Jeonghan still remember the day he find out about her death. He can't help to think that it was his fault, leaving her alone by herself.

23rd September 2021,

He was supposed to be there at 9pm, celebrating their second anniversary yet not even his shadow was seen by y/n.

Disappointed.

That's what she feel.

98 missed called.