Revival- Beyond Death

Until I Bleed Out

I go out for what may be the last time. If I am caught I would really be imprisoned.

I think about PC and Cross, both who I have left behind.

I pull out the necklace with the ring he gave me.

Cross, if I make it out of here I would like to see you again. But not like this. I don't want you to see this side of myself. Not again, lest it remind me of how I hurt you.

Another pang of hunger ripples through my body. For once in my life I am being forced to destroy.

I can ignore the hunger for now. I pull down my doll I recently made. It is of Cross.

Virgo and Mistake didn't come with me. It is just me. All by myself.

"Time to get destroying I guess."

I land in an unassuming AU and begin to destroy.

"Error?"

I know that voice...

Cross. No. Please I can't control myself.

"What happened to you, Error?"

A tear slips from my eye sockets.

I missed him. What is he doing here?

"Why are you out here acting crazier than Fatal Error?" He asks.

I can hear him but I can't stop my body from moving to destroy.

It is only until I hear a sound that knocks my sanity back in.

What was that noise.

I turn to see Cross and Dream.

Cross is wearing a sling a small face pokes out from the sling partially.

"You need to run from me, Cross." I say backing up.

Cross takes PC off of his back and hands him to Dream.

"The only thing is, I am not leaving without you."Cross says.

Cross dashes in my direction and I grab him with my strings flinging him away.

"I'm serious. Don't come close." I warn.

He dodges my bone attack and gets close enough to pin me down to the ground.

"It would seem that you would have to come with me." He says sitting on top of me.

Tears start to roll down my face. Words couldn't describe all that I have wished for.

From day one of watching this anomaly, he dared to love me when I thought no one would. From the first day when he took everyone's attention he also took mine. I only had excuses for what that feeling I felt was.

I told myself it was jealousy. But in reality, I found amusement in chasing someone new. After all, it has been only me and that soulless Ink for what felt like eternity. Fighting for Creation and Destruction. A concept that falls on two sides of the same coin.

My jaw twitches as I ready myself to speak.

What is Cross thinking. What was he thinking then when we first became a thing. When I reached deep in my soul to say, 'I think I love you.'

I honestly felt like destroying everything and then killing myself after. I never got choices in my life. Someone had to clean up this mess of an multiverse. And if it had to be me doing such a thankless job, so be it.

But with Cross, he is one of them. Yet I can't help but feel interested.

He kneels down further over my glitching body. And gently kisses me.

"Cross." I whisper as he pulls away.

"You know I love you, Error.I'm not going to let you just run away from me. I am going to chase you till the end of time."

I grasp the front of his shirt and pull him back down into a kiss.

I may not know what is on his mind or heart, but his words. His words provide me with a sense of comfort.

When I finally pull away I say:

"Take care of PC for me." I carefully stroke his cheek bone. His arms were beside my skull as he kneeled over me.

Then I punch him in his solar plexus and he flies upwards coughing up blood.

I take that moment to portal behind a wall and watch. I pull out my glasses and look at the scene as a gasping Cross is comforted by Dream rushing over.

He puts PC down and begins to heal Cross.

"Error!" Dream screams out. "Are you happy!"

From here I catch sight of my baby.

Pale bones, with his little phalanges in little balls as they stretch.

I remember being told it was a boy.

His eye sockets were mismatched.

A golden yellow left eye socket with a white eye light and a right black eye socket with a magnificent blue eye light.

PC begins to emit a strange humming noise like a computer overheating

"Is that how he cries?" I mutter to myself.

I chortle before portalling away.

It won't be the last time we meet Cross. But my love for you will never fade.

"I just have to save myself first."