( FINNEY AND ROBIN ARE 13 AND THEY ARE DATING IN THIS STORY!! )
Robins pov:
I had the worst day EVER. Like the worst fucking day ever first of all I get in trouble because I was apparently being to "loud". That just pissed me off and I got a referral. And the fact I dropped my soda and my chips today before I went to school.
I got a bad grade on my math test. God I hate fucking math. I'm so stressed out school stresses me out the teachers,
the kids wanting to fight me to see if im actually a good fighter,
I'm so mad to the point I don't even wanna see anybody or talk to anybody. Even finney.
I was walking home from school. I got home then I just went to my room I threw myself on my bed and I put my headphones on and I just laid on my bed. Staring at the ceiling.
A hour passes by then finney randomly walks into my room and he looks at me "Hi rob!!" He says with a smile on his face. I stare at him then I turn around facing my wall. "uhm did u forget?" He asks me standing next to the door "forget what" I said with an attitude
"U asked me to come over to help u with math again". Fuck. I forgot he was going to tutor me for math.
It was silent for a few seconds until he said "what's wrong?" He asked as he walked towards my bed to sit down "nothing" I say back covering my face with the pillow "what's the issue" he says stuttering a bit "I don't have a issue thanks for asking" I say snapping back at him with a attitude
"And what's with your attitude?" Finney says back at me while still trying to be nice about it "I don't know what ur talking about" I snap back at him. I turned over to see his face a bit and he looked confused.
Finney is really sensitive.
"The damn attitude" he says getting off of my bed and starts to get his stuff like he was about to leave I sit up on my bed and I turn towards him
"Jesus Christ can u lay off??I don't know what fucking attitude ur talking about" I say yelling back at him a bit before he was about to walk out. .I'm so fucking stupid. Before he walked out I said "Mira, no tenge actitud.. just what the fuck is ur problem?!" ( Look, I don't have a attitude )
He turns back around to face me. We both look eachother in the eye giving eye contact.
He shuts the door behind him "no what the fuck is YOUR problem?!" He says yelling back at me crossing his arms "I don't have a fucking problem!!.. okay?!" I say getting even more mad then what I already was.
He stays silent. Then I break the silence by continuing the argument "I don't know.. where ur getting this! But.. this is how I normally fucking act" he stays silent I look away from him
"Can u just stop bothering me about this imaginary fucking issue that ur having?!" I say yelling and looking away from him. Finney looks down "it's not imaginary.." he says in a whisper tone but loud enough for me to hear him and he sounds like he's legit about to cry.
"ok- no- oh my god.. fuck off." I say not giving a single fuck.
Finneys pov: "ok- no- oh my god.. fuck off." I hear him say. My eyes widen I could feel the tears about to burst. "Did u just tell me to 'fuck off'?"
I say with my voice cracking a bit like I was about to cry
"Yea I told u to 'fuck off' ur being annoying" he says yelling at me I feel tears about to drop
"What did I d-" he cuts me off "u literally never shut the fuck up and im tired of it like.. leave me alone. For ONCE.. okay?!"
I'm honestly so fucking shocked right now that he would say something like this. I'm about to cry oh my god. nononono don't cry don't cry
your going to embarrass urself don't cry right now he's already mad I kept telling myself.
He kept going on, and on, "I swear.. the moment i start to act SLIGHTLY differently then i normally do.. u have a fucking issue with it!" I was about to cry at this point "and I don't understand it!!"
I finally have the courage to talk "d-did u have a b-bad day..?" I ask him stuttering afraid if he was just going to yell at me or act rude. He knows my dad hits me and yells at me I don't know why he's acting like this.
"Yea I had a bad day.. and UR MAKING IT FUCKING WORSE BY FUCKING TALKING TO ME." He yelled back at me. I'm just going to cry at this point it's his fault if I end up breaking down in tears right now
"so.. can u just leave me the fuck alone and let me listen to my music I don't really give a fuck about math right now" he says sounding angry. "Estas siendo jodidamente estupido..and I don't want to talk to u or anybody." I don't understand what he said but all I know is that he called me stupid.
Robins pov:
"So just leave me alone PLEASE." I snap back at him hopeing he would leave the room. I didn't know he was about to leave but i break the silence by saying "I just.. dont see why talking to me is such a FUCKING big deal for u."
I'm yelling at this point because he pissed me off.
"and-" right when I was about to continue me arguing with him I hear a sob. I heard a heavy breathing like someone trying to not cry but can't hold it anymore
That's when I stopped and I finally looked at him. He was sitting on the floor with his knees up to his chest with his head down "are u-" i stutter snapping myself back into reality of what i just said.
Because I hate seeing finney cry and I hate myself for being the reason who made him cry "are u.. cryi-" I cut myself off cuz obviously he is fucking crying what am I a idiot?? Well yea..
"shit." I say to myself under my breath I get off of my bed and start to run to finney who was sitting on the ground. I crouch down in front of him trying to move his hands away so I could see his face
"Listen im so- im so sorry.." I say trying to grab him to hug him but he backs away "no- i-" I stutter trying to find an excuse. "There's no excuse for that.. oh my god.. lo siento mucho.." ( im so sorry ) I hear him cry even more
I'm so fucking stupid oh my god. Finney is sensitive and me yelling at him made him cry omg I hate myself right now.
I grab him into my arms I kiss his cheek lightly and I place his head laying down on my lap I play with his hair calming him down.
