You're More then just a Demon (RadioApple)

To Realize is to Love

(TW)

Lucifer POV

I pace around my room holding the sides of my head, tears streaming down my face and many thoughts going through my head: "i just dumped him.. i just got so mad he would do that.. husk, hes our friend, hes his friend, i thought he was..? why would he do this? Was i to harsh? Was i too mean? Baybe, i shouldnt have broken up with him." i stop mid-step and say, "i cant... i cant be with someone like that.. until he realizes what hes doing is wrong." i slowly sit down on the floor, my knees to my chest. "what if he never does.." i pull my ring out of my pocket and look at it. "is it me...? why does this stuff always end up happening?"

Alastor POV

I watch my tears fall to the floor my smile is still wide and very tight but i feel it threatens to fall and crumble. "he knows who i am. He knows what i do Why would he suddenly want me to change?! thats not fair!!" i grab the closest thing to me and throw it hard against the wall. i hear it hit, and all the pieces fall, i look to see what i threw and its my radio, My eyes widen and i slowly crawl to it, i sweep all the pieces close to each other into a pile with my hand and mutter something i havent said in a long time, "mother, what do i do?" i miss my mother every day. i know she will never answer, which is why i stopped calling out to her but this time. i didnt know what else to do, so I started relying on lucifer. i was actually relying on someone for the first time since my mother and now i have lost them. i curl on the floor, silently hugging the broken pieces of the radio. i dont cry; i move, make a sound, and lay there, empty and thoughtless

-- Few days

3rd Person POV

Lucifer is in his room, his room is floor to ceiling with ducks, he hasnt stopped making them; and jazz music can be heard. Alasotr is in his room; the room has been silent since his radio broke, Hes been trying to fix it the past few days but he cant figure out how, The pieces he needs are almost impossible to find, Hes tried so many different parts but none of them will work. Lucifer decides he needs something to eat. He has only been eating at night when everyone is asleep but his stomach wont stop growling. he leaves his room and starts walking to the elevator when he sees Alastor. he freezes but then realizes its not him; its his shadow. he slowly walks up to him. the shadow backs up quickly and she sees Lucifer and is very excited. Lucifer looks around but doesnt see Alastor anywhere. "What? arent you his shadow? How are you?" Shadow speask: this is the first time it has spoken to anyone; its voice is a deep, low whisper but still able to be understood. "please help." hit speaks with a plowing tone. Lucifer kneels down since the shadow is on the floor. "help? help with that?" it says again. "very.. lost.. can not fine.. Alastor." Lucifer starst to get worried. "did he go somewhere? Is he hurt??" the shadow shakes its head. "cant fine.. room.. went to fine.. Roise.. got lost.. all room.. lost the same." The shadow is scared and worried. "i didnt even know you could leave his side.. or that you were alive." The shadow gets closer. "please help find Alastor."

Lucifer sighs, "Okay, fine." he goes to Alastors room and says, "here.. its.. right here." The shadow gets very happy and tries to go in but says, "not working. Cant get in." Lucifer gets more worried and knocks. he hears shuffling, and the door is opened. he sees Alastor His ears are down but his smile is very big. His eyes are empty. Like a home with all the lights turned out, "Your shadow got lost." Lucifer looks away from him. Alastor looks confused and then sees the shadow. "thank you." he motions to the shadow to disappear, and it does. the two stand in silence and then Alastor closes the door. A quiet sob can be heard from behind the door. Lucifer goes to say something but stops himself. 'no.. i..' He takes a deep breath. "i didn't want to do this Alastor, but you left me no choice." The silence is deafening. "i ask one thing, thats all: to give Husk his soul; thats all i want and we could talk." Alastor says nothing. Lucifer starts getting mad. "Fine! choose your stupid power over mine, then! i thought i meant more then that but i guess not." he goes to leave but then Alastor is finally says something: "you know more about me then all of hell! i have let you see me in a state nobody has since i saw my mother! i have told you so many secrets and so many things about my life! i have done nothing but been by your side! i showed you my true emotions and now you want me to change!? what kind of boyfriend would look at the person they care about and ask that! i would never ask you to change; i would never ask something so hard to do!" Lucifer feels his whole body shaking and he storms off, The screaming match was loud enough for everyone to hear downstairs. they see lucifer stop down the stairs and Charlie runs to him and says, "dad? whats going on?"